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2010-12-05T01:04:00.000-08:00

hello hello!

happy sundayyy! it's been a while! too busy with my final year stuff and finally its holidays!

tiduuuuuurrrr zzzzz like! but still many works to be done, jangan malas ain, get it done.

haih honestly i hate writing thesis, too many words! i'd prefer doing designs or eating!

but still it has to be done.

my mind had been jumping these past few weeks so i really hope this holidays is dramaless and just let me be in peace,i really super need it! oh and i'd seen too many accidents this week and it scares me! it shows that life is short, so i have to live life to the fullest and banyakkan lagi solat!

i love going out with ayah on sunday :)

hello my funny people!

annoying oranges.-__-'' jai calls me that because i'm round and yeah annoying!

gonjeng's at wedding yesterday. had fun! delicious food!

my sunday findings: cupcake tray and mickeys hand, super cute!

=)ain, hey hey hey jangan malaaaaas!

tenaang:)

2010-11-06T05:11:00.000-07:00

Dalam dunia ni kejap kita atas kejap kita bawah, tapi kitaa kena terus senyum,sebab jalan

selesai ada, yang penting sabar :)

:)ain,ha ain sila sabar n tenang ya.

squeesh!

2010-11-01T09:16:00.000-07:00

its final year time! and tibalah masa untuk perah otak fikir idea!

squuuueeeesh brain squueeesh!

i need the creative juice flowing! anyways ain buat kempen tidur for my final project! and i really wanna make my campaign to look very dreammy bila tgk nak tidur je rasa! i hope i can do itt! insyaAllah:)

sesi manja bersama fara, padhal depan belakang!

=)ain, gooood luck all!

nervousnya!

2010-10-14T19:33:00.000-07:00

hi hi hi!
kenapaaa semuaaa dah habis muet!
ain sorang je terlepas monday depan. yang lain semua dah habiss!
heh its okay belasah je la!
oh ain fara ngn liesa dapat bilik tingkat 5..die die diee..rumah pun tingkat 5..heh i know i got lots of fat to burn..tp letihnyaa weh nantii...-__-''
pastu situ mcm sunyi je, semalam masa ain naik ain jerit2 penat sambil panggil fara pun jiran tetangga dah keluar check it out, mungkin mereka tak biasa bising..tp the good thing is bilik tu bersih n besar..eceeeh nak sedapkan hati! okay tu je updates, wish me luck for my speaking test! semoga semua berjalan lancar! amiinnn!

=]ain, rasa macam nak ada cheerleader kasi semangat naik tangga nanti!

sugar spice and everything nice!

2010-10-10T07:13:00.000-07:00

kenapa hati sekarang selalu rasa resah?
mungkin sebab sem baru nak start dah?
otak just kenot stop thinking and perut cant stop eating!
i just keep on thinking what to do and is it the right thing? heh pening!
dah persetankan itu semua! just go with the guts!
jap di sini ain ingin selitkan 3 perkara yang ayah slalu nasihatkan ain, i wanna write it down so i wont forget ever everrr foreverrrrr.

1.Ayah slalu cakap kalau orang put us down dengan mengeluarkan kata2 yang ouch!pedihnya dengar, kita takkan rugi apa2 sebab ayat2 itu wont effect us pun n tak rompong pun hidung kita so y care? betul tak? i always feel at ease bila teringat ni..
2.Lagi satu ayah always always pesan: ain apa apa ain buat selalu ingat to repect orang tua, senang hidup nanti.
3.Oh n ayah slalu suro ain bersyukur dengan apa yang ain ada tak kira la apa2, ayat ni slalu kuar bila ain ajak dia pi shopping!dia nasihat sambil berniat malas nak bawak ain tp yes bersyukur itu amat penting, macam cakap kita bersyukur memang la senang but to really mean it, its hard.

okay dah tulis ain sila ingat! and please do not be too sensitive of your surroundings.
oh oh and here are my sugar spice and everything nice!

kecik and aunty farina :)

sangat sayang dekat acha ni, she calms me down!

btw rasa cam ganas pakai puffy jacket tu, cam besar pulak PUFF dia.

ok ni saja sebab tak faham suma in shock tengok ain potong daun bawang!

-__-''

PUFF.

=)ain,still dont know whats right or wrong but its worth to try kan?

new face^^!

2010-10-04T07:21:00.000-07:00

ye, paling tengah dan paling rendah. gamba mcm ni wajib stiap raya<3

teeeheee, baru taw cane nak guna bground sendiri kat blog ni.so, sejak dah tak intern ni i have more freeeeeeeeeee time! so blog bole diupdate slalu. maybe?

october is kind of scary, final year project makin hampir!

ain tgok siapa yg tgh fyp skarang sume cam tense2 sebab susah kan, takpe teruskan usaha!

next sem turn saya pula -__- doa doa la pc sihat lpas tu takkan ada problem mcm dulu sampai buat ain emosi pagi petang siang malam.

ohh ohhhh! adam lambert datang siniiii! my oh myy! memang impiaaaaan! tp sayangnyaa daddy tak kasi :( takpela yah! ain tgok adam kat youtube pun bole menangis bahagia

^__^

to put it in a nutshell, eceehhh mentang2 ada muet nanti so kena ada conclusion. okay2 ain stop, to put it in a nutshell, have fun la ye kpd rakan2 seperjuangan sebelum naik sem nanti!

seeeeeee yaaaaa!

nama timangan baru: ain renek, diberi oleh ieza! thank u baby! haha.

ni dia ieza, dia suka hempap atas orang dan gulung ain dalam toto jadi tortilla.

hahah i like dis pic, putihh sangat sampai kening je obvious.

=)ain, and i kindda miss office,haaa.

LAMANYA!

2010-09-27T00:59:00.000-07:00

hi hello!

heee malu nak type!

lama gilaa dah tak tulis2 sini..

biasala bz beraya sini sana! raya kali ni i feel so blessed surrounded by family and friends.

dapat main dengan my cutie pie, aiden! i love it when i play with him and dia panggil "iiiin, more, ball!" maksudnya, ain nak main bola lagi! haih comelnya awak ni rasa nak gigit.

plus i got to go to zati ieza n fara's house. makan sume nyum2!

tapi yang peliknya disini....kenapa puasa sebulan turun 2 kg...n raya 4 hari naik balik 2 kg?-__-''

heh abaikan masalah lemak yang penting selamat hari rayaa ye! hope its not too late.

have a blast raya semua!

=)ain, i miss u ma.

have you ever?

2010-08-30T02:35:00.000-07:00

have you ever feel that you need something new so badly so that you could forget any old memories, well that's my current feeling and i hope everythings gonna be okay bcos it has been a while since i've had this feeling.AMIN :)

=)ain, lapar betul!

halo halo dunia!

2010-08-27T07:44:00.000-07:00

yes its been a while kan? i've been quite busy running here there but it was all worth it.

at first, it was quite hard working at a advertising company but then after a while its kindda fun!

so i am very thankful to Allah for this opportunity and thx kpd kawan2 for the support! ieza n ili byk layan kerenah ain masa my first few days! hhehehehe love u guys!

ok now i want to talk about my supervisor.. he is the most interesting person i've ever met! he could be really moody but he alwaays been there for me and he appreciates every small lil thing that i do and i learnt a lott . I just learnt so much from him till i feel sad to say goodbye to him. thank u laurent! u really taught me to be wiser and more confident :) just hope i'll get to see you again and laugh at the jokes that always cracks me up!

and also my friend ting lee! shes just super duper nice and sweet to me and she made me so comfortable working there, so ting lee thank u for being such a super sweet friend to me!

now i am like super sleepy.

=) new changes are good!

i just gotta say this.

2010-07-09T08:18:00.000-07:00

ayah, seriously thanks for everything, for always being there, for giving me the soothing words to calm me down, for teaching me lots of things, for taking my hand when i am down, for taking care of me every single day without any hesitation. its just that last week ayah's best ever friend passed away and he was just sad. its life kan? but it kinda effect me that this things happen. we just have to accept and i just wanna say that i am greatful to have a dad like him. and lastly thank u ayah for loving adam lambert like me! hee yes still i cant get over adam lambert. and also i am just thankful to Allah S.W.T for giving me a great life,great family and friends and may Allah bless them always:) AMIN!

on the way to my intern place this morning :)

=) ain, just a greatful friday.

7 weeks.

2010-07-04T03:21:00.000-07:00

helloo!

tomorrows gonna be the 7th week of my internship. so far its okay, actually i love it there because laurent taught me like a lot! thanks lolo! n he is a super funny french guy. lawaaakk penat tahan gelak. kalau gelak banyak he'll tink he is super funnny. i am just greatful to have the oppurtunity to be interning there. at first was quite rough but when u see the final work, it was al worth it :)

rakan kerja:)

okay have a niceeee day!

=)ain, cant stop eating.

wat a shock man!

2010-05-29T05:31:00.000-07:00

okay hi hey hello semua.

i am usually a person who will just go for it cane susah pun a thing i will always redah je and get it done in my own way.

so when i find out that i will do my intern in a quite big company, i was overwhelmed and happy and nervous gila but then i think ala redah je camon u can do this.

but..it was really different than what i thought. it is hard, like super hard and there were times i was sad and all but thanks to my friends and family who put some senses into me.

i realize that advertising world is a no no joke! its crazy with dead lines round the clock.

and no no i wont let my sad hormones or watever it is bring me down.

i will keep on learning on how to be strong.

the fourth day is the day i really fits in there, where i could smile and laugh freely:)

anyways its a great place to toughen me up so no no ain, you wont give up, keep it tough.

oh and to all friends, happy interning all!

i miss you baby aiden, baru jumpa 2 weeks ago but still i misss you.

ha malu nk amik gamba kat opis so amik kat tandas!

first day:)

=)ain, dah dah ain keep it strong, make 'em proud.

paper art comel!

2010-05-11T03:05:00.000-07:00

haih kalau nak buat cam ni lots n loads of patience needed.

=)ain, okay bye.

loosen up.

2010-05-10T19:36:00.000-07:00

halu dunia.

now its holiday, say goodbye so long to gamma people!

my hands are itching to write these days.mentang2 dah freeee.

lately i have been constatnly told by ayah to loosen up and have more fun.

sometimes i get toooooo serious, i know, i realize it too.

and what really open my alien eyes much bigger is yesterday.

I went for an interview yesterday, woke up in the morning as usual, no butterflies at allll.

weird slalunya panic lebih2 siap peluh.

it was all fine till i was in the building, i was nervous and i have this thing when i am nervous english gua macam haram! haih -__-'' hate it hate it!

ada ke orang cakap can i see your work and i answered thank you! stupid you ain!

i pinched my leg like hell sebab maluuu nak gelak!

but then the interview went quite okay and i am waiting for the call today.

ALHAMDULILAH. thank you to ayah mama and all my friends for good luck wishes and support:)

oh back to have fun matter, see i really need to loosen up here and there to not be too nervous.

but then biasalah first time kot, surely la nervous!

but i am really hope to be working there, really. hope evertyhing goes well.AMIN!

p.s-kawan2, i am reallllly going to miss you guys:( miss watching movie with fara,

miss hearing zatey immitating the orange, miss shouting to ili, and miss misss all.

nanti jumpa okay bila free.kalau dapat duit jom makan besar!

gambar terpaksa dipink di blur dan macam macam lagi sebab phone quality buat muka nampak capuk.haih. oh btw thank you ayah for being so patience with me.(^^,)

=) ain, tertinggal berus, pakai jari ah gosok gigi pagi ni.

haihai!

2010-05-04T17:55:00.000-07:00

heh its beeeeen so longggg!

dah nak buat macam mana nak pi kench pun tk sempat inikan update blog.

but i am so gladd anti drug campaign is over! and it was quite okay:) i love doing it eventho my life was turned upside down because of it.

okay lately i've been thinking and thinking.oh too much thinking! but seriously i hate it when a person misunderstood with what i've said and make the whole situation so awkward and weird but on the other hand i feel nothing. tau tak rasa dia macam mana? pelik gila. anyways benda dah jadi so i can't turn back time right? but if i could i would say the exact same thing. no regrets.

tapi ayah selalu pesan ain tak boleh la kalau orang buat apa yang ain suka, live with it.have fun.

dont be too serious, ahaa ayah panggil ain serious sebab suka termenung kat rumah pikir tu pikir ni macam ada 10 anak.

oh and i really eish my mum would talk to me.no suprises plis kang terkejut jantung ain.

tok mak, i love u no matter what.

hai budak gila.tu rambut palsu ieza buat menari btw.

=)ain,ha cyber pun sekarang panas gila sebab togel.

any volunteers?

2010-03-28T09:51:00.000-07:00

hiiii! i am modeling my 3d and boring nya haih.

tapi takpe takpe takpe, gather up ur spirit ain!

and i seriusly miss this.

rindu nak kena angkat di belakang badan.

memang gedik n perasan kecik n kurus.

but the feeling of diangkat is just whoaaaaaa!

dody care to be my tree? boleh ain jadi coala.heee:)

oh sape nak beli tiket ACMA mehla beli.

u can buy it from meeeeee:)

=)ain, just focusssssss.-__-'''''

wow.

2010-03-22T04:57:00.000-07:00

hi! ada convofest and i am happy sebab makan dekat.
td turun ngn ili kitorang rasa cam syurgaaa...tiba2 ada makanan..so nice.
ye masih busy masih sibuk pc pun masih gila potoshop pun susah nak buat skarang.
photoshop tu is like my air to breatheeee. sesak nafas bila pc tgh lembab mcm ni.
tp tkpe sabar sabarr.

haha tgok video ni rasa lawak, si vader ni ada bunga.

=)ain, feels like sleeping one whole day.

comel!

2010-03-16T03:26:00.000-07:00

hi hello hey.
hari ni hari selasa yang agak gila.
first we have mid term for e commerce.
ain tataw asal kelas tu je mesti ain mengelamun lama sebab i dont understand!
otak memang susah nak serap when it comes to all this computer scripting.
so tadi ain pandang efa and berkata. pa ain celak je lebih, otak tak pandai pon.
takde kena mengena but the message here is e comm memang susah. haih.
but still it was a fun day sebab dikelilingi kawan kawan gila macam epa and anjani.
penat gelak.

Maggie and Mildred from Holly Klein on Vimeo.

oh ain nak tunjuk ni sebenarnya. just imagine nak jahit every movement camni. patah jari jemari. i really love it especialyy suara budak2 tu gelak. it makes me wanna laugh with themm:)

=)ain,hai bantal!

kata kudus mesti dikota.

2010-03-13T19:55:00.000-08:00

i reallly love my saturday thanks to chaa and ayah.
but too bad tak dapat tgok alice tgok remember me sebab terpaksaaa. macam tade cite lain.
takmau tgok jumbo gajah biruuu!
okay la cite remember me, boleh tahan la. ending dia sediih sikit. family elements dia so strong in that movie. oh and malam ayah bawak ain pi tgok teater kat panggung bandar raya kat kl.
tajuk, Melati pujaan Tumasek. majapahit semua ada dalam cite ni. it was fun tp letih pinggang duduk.
it was nicee jalan2 kl malam2. tp kawan ayah scary dia cite hantu pulak lpas teater tu habis. dia cakap masa teater ada 'something' happen takut terus kol ili nak lari dari the spooky stories.

=)ain, tajuk title tu is one of the dialogue that is stuck in my head.

so much for lambert.

2010-03-11T04:50:00.000-08:00

here's the thing. me and ayah is really into american idol.
as i said before, its like our highlight our thing and we can be really really emotional if someone we like is not in. memang over yes i know.
and now ada contestant nama alex LAMBERT and i dont really quite like his singing sebab when he sings its like sad takde spark yang buat ain over over.
thats why i love adam lambert he's over theatrical. tu yang buat cek jatuhh cinta adam oiii!

tp at least i have a solid reason for not liking him..
ayah tadi masa si alex ni nyanyi..
he looked at me and said, ayah tak suka la dia ni sebab nama dia ada lambert and dia malukan adam lambert.hahah sumpah tak faham reason dia.
but anyways..
see, we could really be over especially when it comes to adam lambert.
hi theree adam! asal la pegi singapore tp kalau datang sini macam ayah nak kasi kan. but i think if he comes here ayah yang akan ajak ain. maybe kan ayah?

=)ain, really really?

what more can i say.

2010-03-08T20:37:00.000-08:00

i've been living and sleeping here and there for over a year.
i can adapt to all of these, dah biasa dah. malam ni rumah sana esok rumah sini.
but what i'm not used to is to make decision.
its like i want to stay here, but i have to go there.
it is so hard to satisfy people, especially the one u love.
i've been through a lot this past few years and received a lot of harsh words that i just cant get it out of my mind.
it is fine if u hear it from ur friends, but to hear it from people you love.
it hurts a lot a lot a lot.
and yes i admit i've lied before to escape myself from trouble.
its not that i want to but i have to and i'm really sorry i did that.
i love it here and i cant lie myself that i feel so empty there when i'm with you.
because the house used to be lots of fun, and now its just not the same.
and i seriously hate it when you would throw all this harsh words to me without even hearing my reasons out. again, it hurts a lot.
trust me it is so hard to try to respect two different decsion.
its like A said yes and B said no, so which one should u follow?

sorry for this over feeling post, i just need to let it out of my chest since i cant get it out of my mouth.

=)ain, still smiling my way through and back to my logo.

love it here!

2010-03-05T23:22:00.000-08:00

tepi laptop skang ada kuih kacang dengan anggur.
the point is bila dengan papatok or mamatok sure makan macam badak gila.
but i love it hereee!
perut dilayan 24 jam..
aaaah lega! kat cyber makan hanya setakat nak kenyang.
okay tu je happy holsss!

canggih n letih.

2010-02-19T16:51:00.000-08:00

pagi2 buta tiba2 rasa nak tulis.
and right now hati dah mula degup pantas sebab submission nak dekaat!
ohooyy nerves!
and this week i am super happy cos dapat spend time with my beloved kecik. sumpah happy.
because in cyber yang panas serta kurang supply makanan ini sometimes u will feel lonely n family is wat u need. n suddenly i will fell like seeing or calling everyone. sebab tu telephone bill tinggi. heeee sorry ayah! okayla tak boleh tulis panjang. too busy! happy weekends to all!
btw check this out!

Digital Graffiti at the Olympic Village from Alex Beim on Vimeo.

i love it!

=)ain, back to my anti drugs ad.

so busy me

2010-02-10T08:33:00.001-08:00

whoaa got to admit.
Gamma 3 is so tiring, kelas tak henti nasib dapat vico free. minum sampai senang hati.
and i dont know why, but i love volleyball class walaupun lepas tu mesti macam penat terlentang.
but it's FUN to sweat like hell once in a while.
on monday we went to Flaming's n makan dengan banyak dan tenang sebab makan ramai ramai :)
the anti drug campaign is going so far so good la. we can do it DILA!
haih semalam jumpa one of my alpha lecturers, ain cakap hi n then he said, awak ni kejap pakai tudung kejap tak, kalau nak pakai, pakai je la. -__-''
sebab masa tu ain tolong lecturer ain for her dance thing, so ain tak pakai tudung.
i know that is not the reason but i've got to admit that i am not fully ready nak pakai selalu... nanti one day insyaAllah ain akan pakai selalu..tp sekarang belum lagi..nanti lah one day :)
okay enough bout the tudung, minggu ni akan pergi shooting TVC, semoga kita berjaya dila! amin!

=)ain, dont phunk with the junk.nak gelaak baca ni dila oi!

hey hey hey

2010-01-23T06:43:00.000-08:00

sudah lama tak update..
feel tak datang lagi..haih..
just hope this sem will be orite.
semangat ain semangat!
n tolong la kawal perbelanjaaaaaaan.
ish simpan la sikit duit plis.
tp camana nak kawal kalau email penuh dengan mail dari online shops berkata: we've updated:)
damn damn damn. tangan mesti nak klik.
kalau suka terus mimpi mimpi gigil gigil.
oh n i am so happy cha finally found her dress for dinner.
n ain baru perasan yang ayah suka perasan dia comel.
now i know where i get the perasan thing.

=)ain,semangaaaaaaaaaaat!

electric shot.

2010-01-10T07:35:00.000-08:00

cuti ni je lots of things happened.
of course lots n lots of good stuff with family and friends:)
banyak jugak yang not so good stuff but yeah i am still hangin' on.
yesterday for example, i was super shocked and sad.
but then i just kept my mouth shut.
malas nak bersuara takut hati kecewa.
and i know i cant be as you wish.sorry..

dah dah takmau fikir.
nak upload gambar but the internet is driving me nuts!

=)ain, keep hangin' and smiling.

2010.

2009-12-31T20:19:00.001-08:00

yes harini dah masuk 2010
sumpah time flies laju gila..
although 2009 have been quite a year for me but then, why do we have to look back right?
so for 2010 theres not gonna be any resolutions, tataw pun nak capai apa pun this year..
so i am just gonna live this year to the fullest and follow its flow.
tapi tulah berdoa jugak lah that this year semoga mama n ayah masing2 will have a good year.
aminn!
oh yeah and i really hope i am gonna be tougher for next sem :)

yesterday was fun celebrating with cha n nina at ioi n bukit jalil!

gambar sekarang memang jenis blur2 n goyang2. haih.

tapi yang sayangnya fireworks bt jalil macam masuk angin n it end up tak meletup n jatuh junam depan cafe kat sana n terbakar sebentar. nasib api tak besar.phew. but we still can see other bunga api yang jauh.

=)ain, i really hope this year papatok will be healthier and stronger.amin.

i love u too.

2009-12-26T02:02:00.000-08:00

semalam masa dinner,
papatok masuk restoran.
terus cari ain..ain...
ain mana?
pastu dia nampak terus cium ain..n he said ain! i miss you.
sumpah nak nangis.sedih.
i wish i could freeze time and just be there with him.
i love u too much papatok.:)

=)ain,currently in melaka n stuck with farouq gila.

setelah setengah mati.

2009-12-16T17:50:00.000-08:00

this past few weeks have been hellll for me!
dah 3 minggu duduk cyber, it is a very sad thing to stay over here sebab makanan tak sedaap.
i missed my home like hell, missed my tv and my fishes.
everytime kol ayah mesti tanya, ikan camana..okay?
rinduuu rinduuu! rindu ayah punya tanaman2 yang sangat tenang.
cyber i seriusly need a break from u, tak menarik sungguh kau ni. pokok pun takde bosan.panas.
tapi the hellest of all is to sit in front of the pc sambil tangan kanan klik mouse, tangan kiri dengan rakus pegang cornflakes dan sumbat dalam mulut sendiri sebab tak sempat nak makan. sedih bukan?
sampai mama kol pun siku kiri mmasih mampu tekan button control sambil tangan kanan masih di mouse. begitu pathetic nye hidup disebabkan assignment. -_-'

oh and my pc stuck dan ala ala crash macam haram masa nak render my 3d animation for the bag. i kenot even open my cd drive masa tu.
:( sedih tapi takpe, ain still siapkan jugak walaupun lecturers cakap it is only for ur portfolio, no marks given. nevamind i've learned my lesson, jangan render last minit pliss ain, pc dahla ala ala gila.ada hati nk render last minit, memang padan mukaaa.

so here is it! the thing that has been killing me all this while.

nanti kalau rajin ain upload animation bag n kotak tu ^^happy dah habis seksaan!

yayyyy! nak balik pucong petang niiiii! woohooooooo! i miss u pucong!

oh i have to share something here, i just wanna say it so much better to be loud than to talk silently and hurt other people's feeling like shit. you may be preety but respect is another thing you should have. the end.

=)ain, sorry tergeram pulak di akhir entri.

bosan dah.

2009-11-23T06:45:00.000-08:00

why do i alwayss always stay out of focus.
why do i tend to something totally different from what i've planned
and why do i eat like hell ni, ish geram.

seriusly when i am with mak ngah n family memang tak stop, ida its ur fault! asal masak sedap non stop ni.
ain masih tak puas hati, kakak yang beranak pun masih slim comel n lighter than me.
why do i have to love food so much.
nak upload gambar anak anak kecil kesayangan tapi i donno y so hardd nak upload pics ni.

=)ain, i guess i should stop asking myself why kan? goodbye nak pi tengok moviee kat bilik faraaa.

selalu pun dia.

2009-11-15T06:06:00.000-08:00

maafla banyak sangat post ada si adam lambert ni.
but seriusly ain suka gila dengar die nyanyi. it makes me happy macam dengar lagu beyonce.

now i am sketching logo for the batik shopp this one whole day. so bosan tp video si adam ni made my daaay la!

oh oh next week all my family from jb will be here! <3

=)ain, why cant you just slow ride and take it easy man!

p-p-popcorn!

2009-11-11T17:59:00.000-08:00

hi halo.
kelas mi skarang semakin berwibawa!
siap ada kelas exercise..hee..dulu sume majoring lain jeles sebab kitorang chill tade keja sangat but now itu semua tinggal kenangan.
so here is my first exercise. we need to copy exactly the same picture yang diberi.
i choose this popcorn box. so here it is:)

this is the ori pic.

and ta-da! this is my version! hi ili!

and this is first assy for environment media, we have to do a directory pylon and i choose to do it at Presint 9 apartments..done with ai and photoshop.

the theme is green and cozy so that is why the colour theme is brown green and white.

:) ain, yay! first time siap assy awal without pressure:)

ah cun nya.

2009-11-06T06:41:00.000-08:00

last thursday kitorang gi gabai! happy gila.
semua ni diinspired oleh sandwich 4 tingkat zatey trus kitorang rasa nak pi piknik!
sangat best sangat happy :)
tak sangka kitorang akan berpiknik hours before kelas.
sedikit penat but it was all worth it.!

the pucca's!

yg 2 kat belakang tu tak dikenal pasti perasan comelll la tu.

semua dah penat ready to go back.

aiskrim milo 20 sen ! sumpah sedaap.

gile hensem kan ain. zatey ayuu hee. tangan dila mmg menganggu.

next plan ke mana kita?

:)ain, hilang phone di HB3 telah mengajar saya untuk never ever be careless.esh.

esh makin suka.

2009-11-04T07:42:00.000-08:00

:) sangat happy dengar dia nyanyi. tengok beyonce menari pun boleh happy. nak buat cmana hati senang sangat terhibur sampai epa suke pandang rendah cerita yang ain suka tengok sebab cite tak best pun ain gelak gila2. best apa i love u beth cooper!:D

=)ain, goodnight n sweet dreams nk pi tgk beyonce.

ntah kenapa.

2009-10-31T01:43:00.000-07:00

suddenly i missed to be with my family in jb oh so badly.
rindu mak ngah..rindu asam pedas..
rindu tok mak..
minggu ni lots of things happened.
but nvm, dats the way we learn kan.
jatuh bangun tu perkara biasa, have to get used to it.
oh tengok orphan haritu ngan ili jerit bagai nak mati at two in the morning.
toilet hostel makin scary and lampu selalu bukak lambat. arghh. nilah dinamakan toilet hateee note.

aiden's new tempurung kelapa hair. i miss u to muchie.ishk.

i miss u toooo. ishk ishk.

=)ain,dah dah dah.

i don understand

2009-10-24T01:31:00.000-07:00

hari isnin pegi umah nenek cha tolong asaimen die.
den suddenly die jerit sebab ada 2 ekor ikan mati tergolek kat depan gate.
checked the first one confirm gone.
2nd one ain check n insang masih gerak2.
nak pegang geli, ain expect cha pon sama.
sekali die chill je pegang ikan n campak dalam akuarium.
sayangnya lepas 2 saat, the fish is gone.
pastu ada sekor lagi ikan lompat2 ganas kuar dari akuarium pastu ain terpegun nganga tengok cha gagah tangkap ikan yang lompat lompat ganas ngan tangan. cha i am amazed kau macam nelayan yang senior weh.
oh in the end semua ikan mati dalam akuarium tu.
pelik kan? ntah apsal ntah sume mati. akuarium satu lagi ok je.

den haritu ili kol pastu ain pi dekat ayah yang tengah tengok ikan ain si ikan buntal.
pastu ayah cakap, ain die dah meninggal.
tak pasti asal ntah ayah cakap meninggal.
ain terkejuuuut sebab petang die masih gemuk comel berenang2.
ili masih on the phone..
ikan masih mati..
lpas 5 minit ili letak phone ain kol balik ili sambil ketawa.
dan berkata...ili, ikan ain hidup balikk!
bodo punya ikan, nak pura2 mati.. die bole buat muka stone sambil tak bernafas masa ain tengok dia.
dia kembali berenang bile ayah dah nak buang dia..
-__-''
i dont understandd these fishes.

=)ain, kenapaa???

happy pills:)

2009-10-19T20:20:00.000-07:00

they are the people who make me happy and tenang:)
they are my happy pills.

cha, buat video dengan kau pasal kahwin memang best:))

sambut deepavali ngan kecik pun best juga. thanks uncle koola jemput kami! tapi tahun ni tak pegi rumah jeeva:(

aiboy, he is great in playing guitar n piano also not bad, love u boy.

=)ain,i had fun.

rebut car park.

2009-10-09T01:15:00.000-07:00

ayah n i just came back from amcorp mall.
siapa sangka tempat sebegitu boleh ramaaai gile org sampai kena rebut car park.
masa pusing2 cari parking ayah n i found one.
kitorang dah nak masuk den ada dis one car yg sebenarnya dah nampak ayah dah nak masuk..
die sedap je reverse nak masuk car park ayah.
lpast tu behind us there are bout 4 cars kat sebelah pun ada satu.
yes it was crowded.
kereta yang so selfish itu bole pulak stop kt tgh jalan sbb ayah tak kasi die masuk car park tu.
pastu he did not move for about 5 minits.
gua dah lapaaar nak makan nasi ayam, kau bole pulak stop.
pastu sume keta hon2 bagai nak gila.
pastu ayah dah geram die suro ain turun cakap ngn orang tu.
so ain turun la.
i said excuse me, u should drive forward n u-turn.
n den he said no i cant u should reverse, its a dead end theres no point to drive if i have to turn.
no point kau cakap..! i said dats the point! u have to u turn so that everyone can move.
oh yang buat ain lagi geram he said it to my face dengan cara annoying n i know u were trying to steal my space, pura pura tanak u turn konon. n he was kind of a softy n tataw bangsa apa.
okeh i have nothing against them butt this one was really a pain in the ass.
he persistently asked me to talked to the cars behind me.
i go and talked to the car behind me n i said aunty that guy is a softy n maybe a foreigner n he asked me to ask u to reverse.
that indian anty answered, i can't sayang there are cars bhind me.
ain pon jeritt i knoww! die degil gile, maybe u shud go talk to him.
masa ni kereta sangat banyak dah sangkut.
that anty talked to him tk sampai 1 minit he moved his car!
way to go auntyyy!
n segala kesesakan semua selesai after he moved his car.
muka die masih terbayang2 dalam otak ni.

=)ain, again i have nothing against the softies.

picture perfect!

2009-10-05T00:59:00.000-07:00

paper dah habisss! woohoooo!!

i seriusly hate this finals compared to other final because dah la clash ngan raya pastu ada assaiment pulak.

and the worst part is mata saya jadi merah dan kecik akibat tak tido.

gemuk pun boleh tahan ni.

bukan itu saja, saya jadi penat dan exam ntah ke mana.

nak beraya pun tak secantik dulu, dulu pun bukan lah cantik mana tapi better la dari sekarang yang mata merah campur mata warna palsu. zatey takut tengok mata ain. maap zatey.

on friday i slept at ieza's n malam tu kami buat bergedil yang comel n ain goreng ayam the next day! cayalah ain! sangat bangga dan terharu kalau ayah tengok ain goreng ayam :)

tapi yang tak best nya by the time i arrived at dayah's house my eyes dah sangat merah..

sampai rumah para, lens terpaksa bukak dan memang rabun je masa kat rumah para.

gonjeng dikenal pasti berdasarkan warna baju..

tgok cerita mr bean pun tak nampak jugak.

but today my eyes is better! sebab exam dah habiss!! yay!

dila n ili baru lpas nyany lagu namun ku punya hati dan dilla sedang feeling nyanyi lagu pulangkan. HELPPPP!!!!

i had a happy raya with anda semua.

candid so sweet.

cantik bukan? heeee:)

nice:)

kesian tengok mata sendiri.

yang buat peace tanduk tu fara, anak sedara ieza.

mata dah teruk masa ni.

kat pondok rumah ieza.

adegan manja di aidilfitri.

at fara's :) spagetthi meat ball mama sangat sedaap.

baju yang kamil panggil ikan duyung dan die rasa nak berenang bile tengok.

suapan manja di hari raya.

ili, mimpi kite haritu kite remember forever bebeh.

=)ain is happy.

masih penat.

2009-09-30T22:36:00.000-07:00

okay 3 papers down down!

yeaah!

tapi apa result paper tu nnt haih tawakal plis..

penat gile.. buat 3d sampai terjojol mataaa...

need to learn more la buat 3d.

ok enough said..

this are pics of what happened so far bulan raya..:) aiden n ayah. hee so comel.

sayang semua ni.

i met cherrry n quillaa! after almost 3 years tak jumpaaa... :) cherry lawa gila. just imagine dulu masa form 1 die ala ala tomboy gitu n now fulamak aih so cun.

jambul siti nurhaliza, after bape hari no sleep my hair turns into this jambul. ili i donno whats wrong.

cha, thx for everything :) i love you too much.

sangat cantik kau ni chaa.

i am just blessed with all the people around me and this raya was a blast.

would'nt ask for more.

=)ain, just wish you could understand me just like how i tolerate with you.

mmu i hateiuuu.

2009-09-25T02:34:00.000-07:00

sampai hati universiti yang yuran mahal buat cam nii
orang nak rayaaa..nak tenanggg..nak makaan...
bukan buat 3d!
so rude u mmu!
ain tgh type dengan dendam nii.
dahla nak examm..
y u so cruel..???
mi pun satuuu..
dulu relaks sangat
sekarang panik sangaat.
damnit..
tadi kazen datang pun tak dilayan..
malah kazen yang kecik tadi terkejut dengan jeritan ain sebab die gi off pc gua.
tengah buat 3d beb..
terkejut gila die gi chill je tutup..
nasib kecik lagi so ain hanya jerit minta tolong bukan jerit marah.
anyways thanks ida datang hanta asam pedaaas!

hate u mmu hate hate hatee. benci sampai sedih.

=)ain,semalam jumpa cherry,so happy!

this day.

2009-09-17T09:27:00.000-07:00

i have always been the person who is crazy about raya sebab balik kampung!
dulu masa ada arwah bak ada it was a blast..he made my raya so muuuch better..
but then i still have my tok mak n kampung n mak ngah n all who always make me happy masa raya!
eventho i had few so tak best disaster raya, i think this year i deserve to have a peaceful raya tapi ada asaimen mi pulak kan. takpe ketupat lagu penting dari itu semua.
tadi dalam kereta me n ayah had a conversation, he told me something that me make myself not to believe it, then kata ayah selalunya betul, tengah nak gi makan, i saw it with my very own eyes..
and it was very hard to believe what i've just seen. i was shocked.
it was not a lie ain, train yourself to believe it please.
dahla, i dont want it to spoil my mood.
oh tadi gi beli tudung raya ngan ayah, he made me buy this dua lapis tudung yang dalam tu tajam..
sebab nye he is bored seeing my round face..sampai hati ayaah!
so he made me buy this tudung yg dalam tu tajam n ada lapisan kain kat luar..
ntah la i am not used to it tp ayah punya pasal belasaaah la.
okay kepada group mi ain! aja aja fighting!
selamat hari raya semua
dan semoga ain nampak okay dengan muka tidak bulat.
maaf zahir batin to all..see you masa exam nanti!

lots of love,ain=).

anak anak comel.

2009-09-15T19:38:00.000-07:00

esh i seriusly think budak budak dalam ni adorable sangat!

Oh, The Temptation from Steve V on Vimeo.

comel kan? hesh pipi sume nk gebu2 rosy2.

tak sempat lagi beli tudung rayaaa...
pagi tadi ayah cakap die pegi jalan tar..
so he wants to buy me tudung..
so good luck ayah cari tudung lawa untuk ain!
n takmo tudung ekin plis..-_-
oh ada satu dillema hidup...rasa nak tuka phone LG yang qwert tu..
but then... should i or should i not..ntahla.

=)ain, nak raya nak raya. keja pun tak konsentrate nii.

bila huruf W tak boleh tekan.

2009-09-14T07:47:00.000-07:00

i have a very very bad habit..
i gigit my nails like hell.
especially tengah buat asaimen..
bukan sengaja..
bukan naakk..
tapi memang macam tu..
sudah menjadi kebiasaan bila tiba2 keyboard laptop ada satu huruf tak boleh tekan..
biasanya it is huruf w atau space bar..
bile goncang2 laptop, kuku rupanya yang sangkut..
maaaaf memang geli sikit..
tapi ain tak perasan! serius..
tataw nk buat apa dah..
kuku pun dah buruk gila..
hessh..
wat to do wat to doo!

oh satu lagi ain nak share perangai ayah pula..
ayah suka berlakon..
kadang2 die kol ain buat suara nangis2 fake..
kadang2 ceriaaa sangaat..fake jugak.
kadang2 ain tak tahan gila tetibe die berlakon pengsan or dirasuk hantu dalam kereta..
one thing i would do is say..
ayaaaah jangan la main2 pengsan yah...ain tekan hon karang!
and it works all the time..
ain cakap tu je die akan stop berlakon n gelak sorang2..n berkata terer kan ayah belakon..
hesh..
kalau situasi jadi dalam hp ain akan cakap..
ayah ain pasang loudspeaker nantii...kawan2 ain ada ni...
ni kadang2 kurang berkesan sebab ayah tak nampak kan..
and paling teruk bile die berlakon kaki ala ala tempang...
tak faham tak faham..but he is my ayah.

oh to mama: thank u so much bawak ain buka puasa 2 days in a row! :)

=)ain, post kali ni macam mengarut tapi hehh biarla.

second suprise:)

2009-09-12T07:38:00.000-07:00

first of all maaf sangat ain lambat update pasal 2nd suprise ain yg diplan oleh mereka mereka.

terima kasih sangat..! i was happy that day, so thank thank thank you.

here are some of the pictures:)

thanks semua! ain terkejut tak terkata.

picture perfect ni.

mommy to be 1.

mommy to be 2.

candid habis.

esh degil kau ni taj. ampun ampun ain kasar haritu -_- nasib mak die tak dengar. phew.

muke kamil cam russel! sikit la sikiiit.

first time pegang lomo memang jakun.

ajwad tuan punya lomo.

alahaaai so comel u.

paija.my tilla.thanks for the sweet post. love u paija!

masih terkejut di situ.

kek pun nak masuk ala ala misteri je.

rambut acuan topi. memang tak dapat tempat lain ni. :))

para teman seram n paija.
Taj, who stole everyone's heart.

sekali lagi terima kasih semua.

=)ain, bile nk raya ni n i wish to be not so heartless.

cute bento's!

2009-09-11T06:26:00.000-07:00

i personally loooove japanese food..
one of it is bento..bento ni macam all kind of food dalam bekas macam lunch box.
haritu i was browsing for reference apa ntah i saw this!
and i fell in love with the bento designs..
i found this on Laura Bento's flickr.
she did all these adorable cute bento lunches for her husband..comel gile!
kalau ain mesti rasa happy hari hari makanan comel comel. :)

dia siap carve seaweed tu jadi train! nampak tak.

husband dia gila bola so she did this for him. masih ukir atas seaweed.
i looove the most! monster bento! hi elmo!

ain suka gila swirly sandwich tu! so nice.

xbox bento cos her husband loves xbox.

octopus sausage. comeeeeell.

ni macam telur bungkus except for instead of telur it is sticky rice. nyum!

mexican bento, the roti amazed me.

visit la her flickr sebab over there die explain each bento is for what and ada apa in each bento!

p.s-recently, i've just learned that sometimes being honest wont bring me any good -_-

i was agak sedih cos after being honest with you.. you are still being you.

=)ain, i just love food, i hope you do too^^!

comel betul ni.

2009-09-07T22:15:00.000-07:00

Strawberry Swing Lyrics from xblackwhitex on Vimeo.

"Velvet" - Invitation to ADC's exhibition opening from Stefan Mildner on Vimeo.

"Mocha" - Invitation to ADC's exhibition opening from Stefan Mildner on Vimeo.

=)ain, raya raya raya.

come on ain!

2009-09-05T06:06:00.000-07:00

okay i donno y i have beeen soo malas these days..
bukan nak...
tapi malas jugakk..
hesh maybe bcos ther's just too many things kan..
takpee ain come on jangan malas..
redah dan redah lagi..
kalau tak boleh pun keep on redah..
oh di sini ain ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada semua yang mengejutkan ain dua kali di birthday kali ni :) thank u!
i had fun.

=)ain, just make it work plis.

a tribute to Danny Noriega!

2009-09-02T12:19:00.000-07:00

what i can say is we love u dannnny!
keep making funny videos plis..

this is a video of ili me n dody responding to Danny Noriega's family feast video.
hee maafkan kata kata kasar.
sebagai hiburan hati je ni.
ili u made my day beby!
*mine too babyyyy (Dody)

thank u semuaaa! terharu lagi.

2009-09-01T20:30:00.000-07:00

yes..hari ini saya berumur dua puluh..

big number kan..

yet i still feel young inside! eceeeh!

i tink this years bday was sooo best..!

as the wishes was so warm n sweet.

i feel happy reading them!

thank u sangat sangat semua!

i wanna write it all here but then malas nak type..hee

oh cha nyanyi live to me last nite, she never ever sings to me tp semalam she did.

love u my chosy!

and si simon n gonjengs pulak ala ala culik ain lpas balik rumah shen tu..

ain pakai seluar tido je n takdak tudung pun sbab macam ntah gi rumah shen tuu je malas gile nak siap2.......

den mereka katup muka ain ngan shen tuu's snow cap..hee i shouted like hell.

anyways here are the pics. n maafkan muke berlengas ain plis.

=)ain, trima kasih sangat semua rakan!

terharu(",)

2009-08-27T06:06:00.000-07:00

hati gundah gulana tapi rasa bersalah tiada cuma rasa kecewa yang bertimba2.

balik2 dapat ym ni..

well...my prayers is always with u...i know u had gone through some hard times for sure...but trust me..i really treat u like my own sister indeed..because i dont have any and i really wan to have a sister...race doesnt matter in this case..is because...chinese and malay is just a race...but the understanding makes the talking here...i know...perhaps..its fated..we get to know each other...but trust me..seeing u in sadness..does not make me happy too...because u dont deserved too...this all might sound stupid to u..but is my true words...be strong and be who u are..and not because of ppl how u wan to be...i know u can make it..and im always by ur side to support u no matter how and in what condition..u always have my prayers by my side...

: -from ur guardian angel la konon..yg x leh terbang pasal gendut-

honestly simon, thanks, terharu weh i baca.sayang kau simon.

n plus jumpa nono yang comel kasi baju yang comel..tengs nono, lain kali nak jumpa lama sikit eh?
buka puasa pun sedap..
hati masi gundah gulana, tapi nak buat macam mana..
orang macam tu selalu rugi, ain fokus je ain fokus.
hee, ain nevamind, after all you still have other friends who make you happy.

=)ain, i have to learn to make 'the-i-dont-care-about-u-go-die-la' face.

oh i miss you!

2009-08-26T08:19:00.000-07:00

Ain truly madly deeply miss my family like soooo much........

Just hanging out with them is like soo nice...

Plus ada Ida yang meniaga jambu skarang so kalau lepas mesti dihidang jambu yang die sangat sayang..

Esh rinduuuu. rinduu. ;(

Now assignment macam laut, takpe ain keep swimming.

Use baju raya and kampung as your motivation!

Kamon! you can do it!

ohh plus ain sangat jatuh cinta ngan baju yang ain book kat nono sampai tak sabaa nak pakai raya nanti..heee.

rindu haziq yang sayang gile kat kasut ain.

rindduuuu cari uban ida. p.s-ain terer gile sampai die tertido.

rindu kanak2 ini menjerit2 anti ain dengan slank ala ala mat salleh.

arwah bak..the person whom i adored since i could remember. i miss you tok bak..i miss eating cadbury bytes while lying beside u on the hospital bed..ntah..this was the last time i saw him before masuk MMU, he was so proud ain masuk MMU..omaigod..rindu. dah tanak tulis nanti sedih.

gedik gile, take care plis, i am kind of worried for you young lady.

si lembu gile yang saya sayang sangat.

tok mak..i miss the times when you could still remember and can cook dishes yang sangaaaat sedap, but tok mak no matter what, hari hari ain ingat tok mak..you always make me feel full of love and i cant stop laughing when i am with you, i just love you. tunggu ok tok mak, i'm coming homeeee.

ha ni si hensem sorang ni i kenot waitt to kiss his fluffy cheeks. oh tu la kak syakey :) die selalu cakap benda benda sweet kat ain.hee love u both.:)

=)ain, dahla penat sesi rindu2 ni, i need to sleep, hujan pulak. byee.

roti comel!

2009-08-19T21:09:00.000-07:00

okay ni khas for my friends yang ingin mengajar anak2 nya nanti untok makan sayur..
its art on sandwich..sumpah amaze tengok... nanti insyaAllah anak2 ain kalau tak makan sayur ain akan guna taktik sama berserta dialog seperti ini: "anak2, mami wants you to eat ur vege's! and mami present to you this sandwich art! makan cepat, jangan gedik sangat! penat mami ukir.."
surely anak2 ain nanti akan rasa kasihan dan makan sayur. great plan!! but if they inherited my tummy then taktik seperti ini tak perlu cos i eat almost everything that is on the table.=)ain, panggilan mami tak sure lagi. haha gile gedik fikir anak2. maaf.

gedik gedik.

2009-08-19T03:40:00.000-07:00

oh last week kan i did not went back..
so things get crazy and wild here in cyber.
its between ain the perasan, dody partaay animal and ili gee-gee bayby2.
(nama samaran hanya sebagai hiburan)
now, the pictures!

halahaii.so comel roomate aku ni!

senyuman manis dari kami.

inspired by cerita iblis rambut putih.

ni nenek kami. die sakit tapi mampu tersenyum.

dari nenek, dody berlakon menjadi gadis korea comel.

teringin berlagak seperti laki laki.

bon-jour!

dody pakai head band ala ala gypsy!

this is the best indeed :)

=) dody, we loce ur webbie!

it never ends.

2009-08-15T06:17:00.000-07:00

no matter what i feel before this ma..
my love for you has never ever get lesser..
no matter how empty i feel when i am at home now..
i am still there kan..because i love you.
i know i am often silence but that is because i dont want to say the things i've always wanted to tell you..
i dont want to hurt you..but i can feel that ur sad because of me. i am sorry mama.

i feel like writing these long time ago but then only now i've found the right things to say.
this week has been a rather emotional week for me.
its a mix of both happiness n sadness.
i often feel that i hurt my mother by acting the way i have been.
my parents have brought me up well.
that's why i love them both, equally.
but then all the rough times we have been through has effected me in some ways that i could not be in a place that is full with stress and anger. i just cant.
now, whenever i am in that situation i just feel empty, i feel sad and i'll do any work half heartedly.
that is why no matter how sad or down i am, i'll try to put a smile on my face.
because that is the only cure. just smile because if i follow the whisper of my sadness, then sadness is what i'll get, but if i put on a smile no matter what, its happiness that i'll get.
and that is just what i need.
i just watched talentime just now, and it makes me feel all this emotions because that story contains so much love for family and also surroundings.
blame that story for making me so emotional rite now.
i like this part when melor's adik is brushing her hair and melor said she dont feel like singing that night and her adik said this to her: you have to,because you're in pain, more better time to be brilliant.
gile kan, like so powerful the words used in that story, may Allah bless Yasmin Ahmad for being such a brilliant storyteller.

senyum je, life will never always be as u wish ain, kamon be strong.

=)ain, hope for more oh so brighter days.

sweet dreams.

2009-08-05T05:03:00.000-07:00

these days the thing i love most to do is of coz sleeping.

so nice.

bangun pagi. tunggu breakfast. tak mandi. den tido lagi.

plus my ubat batuk is like dadah. makan je tros tido like theres no tomorrow.

but then again, tido is so nice. tido is like the most best thing beside chocolate.

aahhh so peaceful, thinking of sleeping je dah makes me so tenang di hati.

oh yes i am now alone kat hostel waiting for dedy to pick me up.

ayah macam tak percaya tadi bila ain cakap i want to go back...

si simon pulak baru hanta audibles penyanyi cina mana ntah sumpah scary.

n he said there's nothing to be scared bcos he is my guardian angel tapi cuma die tembam sikit so he cant fly to me. so sweet kau ni simon. :) aku nak mara pon kenot sbb kau baik.

now mi work is like banyak gila. not like before.. :(

sometimes i feel like memang malas gila nak buat then teringat ayah yang selalu berkata.

ain, ayah kena kerja kuat. ain pon taw.

okay ayah, i'll try my very best.

mama pon is getting better with me. thanks ma.

i just wish everything to be okay, not perfect, but okay.

aimis yu puddycat n oso semua! rindu nak tengok zatey di dunia cyber. td die online fesbuk kejap.hoho happy nampak nama dia online. haha :)

=)ain, i want to mimpi indah tonite.

deja vu.

2009-07-31T17:35:00.000-07:00

orite masa tengah sembang2 ke makan2 ke..

surely ada pemecah suasana tetibe..

EH DEJA VU!

mesti ada punya.
honestly..

i've never ever ever never ever neverrrr everrrrr have a deja vu!

whyyyyy???

terasa macam orang asing di dunia sebab tak pernah dapat deja vu!

sumpah tak... ain masuk sini ain baru taw apa tu deja vu..

selama ni i only know the word deja vu from lagu beyonce.

bodo nye aku ni TT

but nvm biarkan deja vu itu. ain masih koool without deja vu di sisi..hoho.

oh yeah ain terjumpa gamba masa ain form 1.

cari plis mana ain.

klu: 1. ain tak pakai tudung lg masa ni.

2. muke ain so sdey pilu.

3. sekarang lagi comel rasanya.

Form 1A3 and ketua kelas ain yang rambut pendek tu skang hottie gila.

ahh much better~

=)ain, happy cuti semua!

kambus sudah.

2009-07-27T12:31:00.000-07:00

setelah 6 bulan lebih di dalam hidung ain...
subang hidung ain decide he kenot go inside there no more....
lepas mandi tadi i decide to not wear my subang...
skali tadi nak masuk balik...
memang dah tak boleh...
sebab rasa macam dah tutop separoh...
so gooodbye subang!
it was nice having you around.haha.
oh agamaa test.....no no no. so hard. ustad kasi notes like super panjang.
bak novel cinta.
my radio ad for cincaluk pon masih terkapai2 ni...
cmon ain cmon.
be kuat plis. no time to manja rite now.

=)ain.

penat penat.

2009-07-27T02:37:00.000-07:00

i just came back from pangkor, MI trip.

memang sangat best especially snorkeling, ikan ikan comel dekat gile ngan muka.

but then balik balik je ain demam agak panas.cis. tensi betol. dahla banyaaaak gile submission, demam pulak. so sad :(

tapi its getting better la :)

tapii banyaak gile kejaa.

hmm nevamind.

tenang tenang:)

i guess.

2009-07-17T19:26:00.000-07:00

i've been learning few things these days.
i have to appreciate what i have and embrace it to make it better.
and also i will not keep quite after this.
all this while i've been keeping it down because i just dont feel like getting mad.
ayah cakap ain ni lembut, tapi kalau marah mulut memang tajam.
so that is why i always shut my mouth, marah macam mana pun.
but yesterday was the 'it'.
when i asked something politely please answer me politely back, there is no need for such tantrum.
TGIF, thank god its friday semalam, so ain tenang je,chill je, but deep inside, i feel like saying kau ni melampau betol. have some respect please.
but nevermind, saya masih tenang, dia marah marah macam tu bukan saya yang rugi.
sebab ain tengok cite naik hantu semalam which is about anger management and moral cerita itu ialah cepat marah selalu rugi.
post ain semejak kebelakangan ini ada unsur geram2, it was suppose to be a good month, but then......ntah.
oh happy bday kecik. dah lama tak jumpa kecik, but i love you. remember that please.
oh and also tengok cite seram ngan fara memang feel, ngan dila tak best. die sikat rambut, taw la rambut sehat dilll.

nak baju raya kembang macam ni.

tenang gile tengok angel seksi bak si beyonce ni.

=)ain, cerita chopped dekat 703 so intense.

shhusssh!

2009-07-15T20:36:00.000-07:00

in this post there is no specfic thoughts, i just type any random thoughts in my mind.

I dono why, this past few days, i get easily irritated and slalunya terjadi dalam kelas MI or anyting kat lab.
I am usually not this sensitive or cepat rasa marah macam ni. but now. i donno.
Especially masa tengah present my self promo, i was down like hell. dahla kelas sejuk and i was coughing so everytime batuk, organ dalaman sumpah sakit..so i didnt feel like talking at all..
and this is so not me. oh now i curse a lot too. so not me lagi.. cane la nak stop. paiz, ur money jar method is so susah nak buat. i love money.
pastu masa present, i dont feel my work is satisfying enough, i shud have done better.
and my lecturer madam antasha is like super garang with everyone. but i dont hate her. i like her, she makes me wanna work harder..and i will work harder.

Oh haritu chat ngan syerieee! her life is getting tougher. sumpah badan kau macam besi syerie.
kebal gile, she can handle anything that comes to her and she has been gettin DL since first masuk. gileeee and she still reads A. Samad Said books.

i do realize that i am quite heartless, i dont quite feel anything.
it's not that i am cruel or kejam macam firaun, just rasa kosong skarang ni.
nasib i have frens here that always be here, semalam sahur sarden ngan tuna, sedap gile.

oh and i am so glad that this year i got my closure between me and my 'used to be always there for me'.so macam lega both of them said that they are sorry for hurting me dulu.
its not like that i am hurt pon tapi macam wen they said the most difficult words to say so rasa diorang sincere and i could move on with them as friends.
to me, after any break ups ke apa, i dont like to leave it hang there, macam takkan nak bermusuh lets stay frens la because after all they have been such nice friends to me.
so yeah i am happy that we clear things up. :)

and i dont like you and you keep immitating my voice, so stop it please.
dah i need to wash my clothes, tuan rumah ayah dah amik balik washing machine.

my papatok, gile cool kan die pakai topi. haha. malam ni gonjengs is having dinner at my grandparents house :)

=)ain, now my dada is lapang.

my comfy place.

2009-07-10T08:57:00.000-07:00

comfy zone of mine

this week had been so tiring weh.
panat saya penat.
tadi balik balik tido dikejutkan ngan panggilan rakan sekelas mi tanya pasal asaimen.
terbangun -__-.
hehe tadi kuar ngan cha at sp and kitorang naik gila sampai lapar tengok barang sebab semuaa sale. pergi plis.
makan flips/crisps atau dikenali sebagai piza lipat ngan strawberry coklat.
so nice so at peace:) thanks cha. aku memang sayang kau. arrrr!
oh yeah this week also there is just too many things happened.
TMTH.
but nvm, thats life kan.
tataw asal tadi cam terbayang my life without ayah, i dont think i can survive...
he's just alwaays there. :)

=)ain, u're funny u're nice, but not now plis.

phew!

2009-07-08T22:57:00.000-07:00

for my first assy kan i have to do a self promo...
biasalah i am superrr sloww!
tapi nasib sempat siap!
oh i want to thank everyone yang tolong ain kasi semangat habiskan my work..
and saya ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada zatey sbb main typing maniac untok ain as i evolved from elephant to a man apa ntah. THANKS! :)
and kepada paiz yang kasi lagu comel gile! thanks weh.
so here is my work.
it's not good but i've tried my best so any comments sile beri ye?

oh yeah ain kena gi shopping la. i kenot take it anymoreee! hormon melimpaah limpah.

=)ain, satisfied.

july?

2009-07-02T11:12:00.000-07:00

hi halo halo.
baru third week and i am tired cam ada anak spoloh bawah jagaan sendiri.
Mr mus pulak tadi tentangan habis. takpe Mr Burger, saya try next time!
i am suppose to do my assignment on self promo.
i am super slow. T__T
oh yeah! its july!
i love it! sebab macam dah pass pertengahan tahun.
i always hate the first few months of the year.
TMTH. too much to handle.
and lagi 2 months bday saya. hoho. ain memang keco pasal bday especially ngan cha.
birthdays is our thing.
and! raya nak dekat dah. kain blom beli lagi. tadi zatey baru tanya pasal kain.
mama haritu ada offer nak bli kain cotton. cantik but mahal.......
erm tataw la wat kaler i want. orange kot?
ayah! lets go bli kain! lets lets lets!
tengah asaimen ni hormon shopping melimpah ruah. -_-'
oh this raya would be a blast cos aiden ada!
kak syakey like dah 2 tahun tak balik...so this year semua ada. soo nice.

tp mmu macam kedekut cuti. rasa nak conteng kat almari hostel tulis MMU U SUCK!

T___T
nak makan asam pedas mak ngah.

=)ain, its the good time of the year.me likey.

inspired.

2009-06-26T21:14:00.000-07:00

The Beatles: Rock Band Intro from Micheal Howard on Vimeo.

subprime from beeple on Vimeo.

i need to find a way to start my intro.
rasanya dapat dah. thanks to these videos and the designers.
sesunggohnya mereka hebat, sampai rasa geram!
oret, i need to mandi rite now.

oh di sini ain ingin selit something.
i know i had not been the best in those eyes.
i am always not counted or included.
i know i am different from the others.
but that does not mean i am out from the family tree kan?
just remember althouh things has changed,
i am still here. dont exclude me please.

=)ain.

It dont matter if youre black or white!

2009-06-26T09:43:00.000-07:00

tajuk di atas berdasarkan lagu MJ. May you rest in peace.
oh yeah for mi i choose to be a happy meal :)
kiranya my qualities of a designer macam happy meal.
donno how to make it to sense.
tapi i'll try.
minggu ni semakin hectic. ishk.
my pimples da menonjol balik.
now i felt like shopping cha cakap kat sunway like crazy tetiba bag lawa lawa and murah.
tadi gi kedai cina vcd pon diorang pasang lagu MJ. gile aahh.. macam semua rasa lost dia as the king of pop!

But, if Youre thinkin About my baby It dont matter if youre Black or white.
oh yeah it was sang by adam, just want to show that MJ was loved by all.heee.

=),ain, thanks ayah!

cutie pie.

2009-06-22T04:33:00.000-07:00

tadi while i was on facebook, i saw these pics of aiden. ishk. he is getting cuter n fatter by the day. aimissssshim! comel btol kau niii.

other updates, i feel mi is so hard, tp takmo give uppp. no no.

hostel is okla..tadi ada akak tu prasan ili panggil die padhal dok panggil ain.haha!

holrait ain jangan give upp gogogogogoogogagogo!

=)ain,the time has come, toilet here i commee!

tenkiu.

2009-06-19T09:30:00.000-07:00

disebabkan mama n ayah dua dua gi out station.

i'm alone..heh..

tapi i got cha. tenkiu tenkiu!

so ain tido la umah die ni ha.

die macam da banyak disusahkan oleh ain.

dari last week ain dok tetibe chaa tumpang umah kau jap eh.

the whole family was nice. oh umah ili pon dijadikan tumpang.tengs jugak ili.

hehhh..bz mak bapak saya ni.

skang ni nenek tengah cite zaman lama...pasal how she miss her dad..

rindu tokmak pulak.....

n den uncle pulak cakap ain u are welcome here anytime, datang je.

hee thanks uncle..

kol 11 pulak yayoq sms, ain jom makam? lapar! belanje i!

kau memang tak malu kan boy.

lgpon ain dah lama tak jumpa n he is one of my closest cousin so macam rindu jugak la.

cha me luv u.

ur janggut make me go euw.

why do i have to be the short one. y?

pada mulanya agak tension pakai spek ngan tudung tapi cam aaah! pakai gak!

misi esok: bli contact lens. oh n seliper satu pasang ah.

=)ain,happy jumpe cha n yayoq.so happy=)

danny noriega.

2009-06-18T04:35:00.000-07:00

okay ain memang gile american idol since form 3 dulu dulu.
ada dis one contestant nama danny noriega i tink die season 8, die macam lagi sikit nak top 12 tapi tak lepas....oh die macam lembut lembut.. epa n ain suka gila dia! go danny! ni lagu baru die. 24/7. lagu die memang agak gay la tapi danny we love youuuu! n die lawaa! tp ili dila n epa cakap bulu ketiak die tebal. -__-'
p/s video clip die memang tak lawa.

pompuan yang duet ni joget macam epa! tang tepok2 tu so the same!
lagu ni pasal die geram orang selalu kutuk die. again..gooo danny!
oh idea mi da sketch sikit2 tapi macam hampa hampeh.

=)ain, very hot la these days.

rindu rasanya.

2009-06-16T19:04:00.000-07:00

hello!

dah start gamma..

mi pulak dah dapat first assy. gile ah gile gile!

first time.. first day dah ada assignment.

its about self promotion..best. i like..tp nak cari idea tu payah sikit.

oh rindu si adam lambertttt! lamaaa tak nampak muka dia.

hai bebyy haii!

oh tetibe ain suke lagu 1,2,3,4.

=)ain,nak makan sat.

call me blondie.

2009-06-11T17:01:00.000-07:00

halo stelah jawab kuiz di facebook saya dapati saya seorang blonde. 100% blonde.

padhal rambut so dark.

haha kuiz kuiz di facebook semakin bonggok rasanya.

tapi bonggok bonggok tak reti stop pulak.

hesh sheesh.

oh ye, result cam cukup makan je, ayah cakap no playing! penat ayah keluar duit untok ain, semua ain nak dapat.

sedih sayu jap dengar ayat cam tu.

ain pon rasa i can do better. okay saya berjanji tak akan menonton american idol atau americans next top model dalam kelas..

oh ayah so baik hati hari ni belikan nasi ambang awal awal. tengs ayah!

next week dah naik blaja balik, so selamat belajar!

=)ain,hey blondie!

it was nice indeed

2009-06-10T04:27:00.000-07:00

ain baru balik keluar dengan someone i had known for a long time.
i was nerves like hell.
but it was okla.
tp tadi masa beratur tiket ada kejadian scary nak mampus.
malas nak type di sini.
sebab benda tu macam susah nak percaya. kalau nak taw nanti ain cite face to face, baru feel beb.
anyways, dalam nerves neves. i still had fun la.
dah lama kot tak jumpe die.
i told him i was nerves,hee sorry.

:)ain,hope for nothing more.

zaman duluu.

2009-06-09T20:09:00.000-07:00

fun times.

form 5 dulu kat tuisyen.

hoho.

oh yeah semua nak pink kan dulu.

with kron.oh how i hate tudung skola.

si kecik so small mcm fetus kalau nk banding ngan skang

ha ni terbaik! david arumugam. anak buah die classmate, so lpas skola terjumpa! i was excited like hell.

hohoohohohoh 1st week alpha.. t-shirt tu dah hilaaaaang!

akak bungaa.

-__-'zaman hati suci

suatu hari di cyberjaya.

heeee i love dis one.

hoho zaman muda lagi.

heee how i love those moments!

oh ya ain memang tensi skali pakai spek ngan tudung.

=)ain,masih belum mandi.

good happy times.

2009-06-07T22:13:00.000-07:00

51F,Kg Jawa.so nice.

so last thursday ain pulang ke kampung halaman bersama ida and family sampai sunday..

it wass sooo nice balik sana. spent 2 long days in kota tinggi bersihkan rumah arwah tok bak and it was like bringing back so much memories of him. oh i love him so much. tok bak is like my everything so going back to the house yang die bina sendiri itu was so nice. oh tapi umah bak kena rompak ngan sape ntah. so rumah cam serabut. tp ayah kan super cleaner, die bersihkan sampai clear wa cakap lu. on the way balik kl singgah jap kat melaka kampung uncle nodin n sana best gila, banyak ayam. well this time i am so loving my holidays :)

bak's house.

bak's garage, tempat bertukang.
ye kami super cleaners.

good morning kiss.

cuci yah cucii.

ha ain cheer leader ayah di tepi.

nilah belangkas. oh mehla datang makan restoran mak ngah,tapah corner.

sedap gila makan sana.

ni belangkas yang dah dimasak.

haziq ingat tu lego kot dok excited dapat kotak rokok.

nak balik kl dah.. :(

oh setelah digigit nyamuk bagai nak gila, kapur disapu. nampak cam ketua puak.

ain taw nampak cool pakai kapur. semua nak ikot jejak langkah ketua puak.

sampai leher leher ditempek. maafkan muke hodoh berlengas.

babysitter anak spoloh. maafkan muka hodoh lagi.

sayang:)

ni kesayangan buah hati anti ain. love u dina!

=)ain,tak bole register plak dah...

wont you?

2009-06-02T04:46:00.000-07:00

well..until wat happened today it made me realize that in life i have to have balance in life.
i could have much of fun but still i have to remember my responsibilities as a Muslim.
i might not be perfect but still....heh...i just have to balance it..
and till just now, i realized that after all happened, it turned me into a cold person...
my symphathy towards people around me is lesser these days. i'm sorry.
i guess that i can't feel sorry no more. especially towards whom i love. i'll just say it out.
i know i owe my ayah an apology but what i did is for him.
i dont think i should just shut up and let him be like that.
i'm sorry. and i love you. i know nobody is perfect but we can be better kan?
i just wish i am not so cold as i am now.

anda pasti bergurau.

2009-05-31T04:08:00.000-07:00

okeh pagi tadi bangun, o9 den mandi. yes ain mandi di pagi hari. dat was amazing.
den go to mamatok's house to have breakfast di lotus, PJ.
dah habis makan segala ikan dan ayam my grandma is trying to match me with a 31 yr old guy!
kawan mengaji dia nye anak................ada 3 calon...........way to go cupid grandma..haha.
sumpah klaka cara dia cakap.. ''tok harap la hang dok berkenan ngan dia..kaya..hensem ain..puteh.....'' ain hanya senyum pandang udang.
dats too old...i want ala ala adam! nak jugaak.
den tadi baru oder dominos den die nye ayat pembukaan someting like i am bla bla from dominos gonna burst your apa ntah tapi sangat gempak ayat dia..
setelah ain bersuara..i can smell somting fishy dalam suara dia.
den he burst it out n say "to be honest suara 'puan' comel sangat sebab halus sangat. 'puan' nak oder apa?" padhal aku dok tanya ada piza apa je....n dia nye ayat gudbai pon gempak ada burst2 jugak.
otak ain terblank nak order tadi. damn it.......suara cek makin halus kaaa?? no nooo noooooo!
n y puan? yy???? suara cam empunya anak lima ke?
=)ain,waiting for piza.

lets move it!

2009-05-30T09:33:00.000-07:00

okay there are lots of things happen this past few weeks. happy things.. met my family.. hang out with them..it was nice..tapi exam still turn off! tataw la cane....... ahh! abaikan! takde masa nakk fikir skang its toooo late.

Updates!

VR showcase. the food was nice :)

kerja dody love.

farrah! rindu.

tema gamba ni si polis seksi. heee.

vrians n mians

:) manis gula.

i look short.............

sambut birthday 3 si comel.

ili zatey ieza

juara is ain n para tp i did terbaling bole ke belakang 3 kali.blame the sweaty hands. buat malu aku je.

lontaran akak bunga berbisa.

lontaran melentok akak tough.

kepak kak kepak.

nak join jgak. but my kepak is sopaner.

iye iye je last last tak sampai seminit main.

muka saya berkata pa ure too close, get offf!

hee its holiday.. i am ok so far.. not running laju laju. steady je.

it was fun with gonjeng.

i did spent 2 days with cha tp blog ni macam merajuk ngan ain takmo upload gamba.

laptop ain nye tema lagu hot n cold. kejap panas kejap sejuk -__-'

=)ain, not so running.

its the time again.

2009-05-21T08:59:00.000-07:00

dah nak habis exam tibalah masanya untuk ain larikan diri sebab cuti dah nak dekat :(

lagu tema cuti ain is run baby run.

oh di sini ain juga ingin berkongsi.. i tink in life we better concentrate on ourselves more than to care about other people..

like if they want to wear skirts ke, smoking ke, clubbing ke or pape la... its their life.

kite pon tak perfect kan sampai nak kepoh kepoh orang tu smoke ke apa kan?

let them be, memang benda tu salah tapi still its their life.

we learn from mistakes kan?

ain macam dah lama je sabar bila dengar ada orang yang macam ni.

tapi takpe la its ur life too..cuma jangan melampau sangat ye cik adik dan abang?

saya pun geram geram panas jugak bila dah makin melampau.

adam perform ngan kiss masa result show. so nice! rasa cam in the 70's 80's rock era.

masa kecik kecik.:)

gambar ni khas untuk ILI AQILAH EFFENDI! Hapy Bday iliiii! love u. dah 10 tahun aku kenal kau kan?

n rasanya aktiviti kumpul kumpul gambar adam tak la menganggu sesiapa. :)

oh yeah n to you..you have been such pain in the u know where.n yeah mind ur own business. i have my own choice to choose who i may like. thank u.

=)ain geram geram suam.

the reason that i'm smiling.

2009-05-20T20:52:00.000-07:00

adam kalah but beybi u win my heart.

okay stop segala perkara gedik.
mci memang susah but i am so happy rite now bcos of dis cute little sunshine.

aiden..love u lil sunshine!
cant wait to give kisses!
hari sabtu ni cukur jambul aiden.
he is two months old now.

okay baca ayat first skali........heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:)

=)ain,exam sila pergi mati.

adam beybi.

2009-05-20T10:15:00.000-07:00

dear adam,
wheter u win or not, me and ayah will always support and like you.
video2 kau je la adam yang buat ain sedar lagi ni ha.

my fav of them all.

=)ain, mci semoga berjaya.

video semangat.

2009-05-10T12:10:00.000-07:00

damnit maya.
i am sleepy u know?
tp sebab anda i am staying up! cis.
tpaksa tgok ni banyak kali nak semangat.
oh i never get bored of it.
sesiapa yang jumpa cite ni tajuk dia noodle boxer pelis pelis inform ain.
tak pon blikan cd den simpan untuk present ain :)

dah maya back to you.
=)ain hate u maya.

dah stop.

2009-05-08T05:46:00.000-07:00

in this post i just want to let myself know.
that if anything goes wrong in life,
i still have my ayah, my mama who cares for me.
i might cant take it anymore, but life has to go on.
in the end there is only one person who can help me which is myself.
so i have to keep on going n keep on going.
some may say things about me, but what do i care.
have you ever helped me when i am down?
i dont think so.
so now i have to keep myself strong.
think of ayah n mama.
i wouldnt want to let them down.
dalam kata singkat move it and do your asaimen si malas.

=)ain.

last minute.

2009-05-04T07:46:00.000-07:00

oh kerja last minute itu biasa dalam kamus hidup saya.
so for 2nd assignment mi ain pilih buat nike women.
so nilah hasil kerja last minute, siap 2 jam sebelum submission time tu ha.
but still okla dapat jugak siap kan.
so here is my work, any comments sangat dialukan :)

this is the thematic poster.

ni pulak motion graphic yang dibuat guna flash.

very hard.

tapi dapat siap so i am happy!

time kaseh kepada semua yang sokong ain buat masa ni.

n to ili yang carikan lagu and tolong convertkan video ni.

thanks na! :)

=)ain,make it work work.make it work.

kisah ulat kecil

2009-04-29T10:39:00.001-07:00

hahahahaha lupa gila nak tulis pasal perihal mr halim dalam kelas creative studies.

ain gelak tahap muka panas air liur berlebihan tak tahan.

cam ni..

masa tengah consult.evertything was ok.
den came mr ulat kecil..
die terbang tenang je..
mr halim memang benci ulat..

n mata mr halim kan tak nampak sangat..dia yang ngaku sendiri..
so dia tanya mana ulat mana?
ain pon jawab la tu ha cikgu tuuu
pastu ulat tu terbang semakin hampir ngan 'dada' dia
di saat itu ain jawab tu ha cikgu da makin slow.. segan pulak nk tunjuk bahagian tu kan
pastu skali paap dia pukul 'dada' dia bila dia da sure ulat tu kat mana.
lepas tu dah lepas pukul siap berbunyi umph! sebab puas pukul ulat tu..
dia bkak mata baru dia sedar yang kitorang berlima tengah tengok dia.!
so nak cover malu dia cakap dengan bangga..
"aduh sakit buah dada saya!"
haha..kalau dia cakap dada je tak pelah ni nak berbunga bunga pulak ayat dia..
hadoi ain gelak tak cover betol.. sebab i was near to him so macam dapat rasa kepuasan dia bunuh ulat di dada.

=))mr halim made my day.

suka.

2009-04-29T09:13:00.000-07:00

so minggu ni ain ada tolong kawan ain, nono jadi client die..
die amek course architecture ..
so the assignment is die kena kaji character ain, apa ain suka.. den turn it into my dream house!
tp cabaran dia is rumah tu is studio house and space die kecik and ain tinggal sorang..
the best part is rumah tu kat cyber lake..separoh rumah atas darat den another half atas air.!
so nice kan.. ohoyyy berangan angan ain!
so ain mmg excited tolong dia as a client sebab interesting sangat asaimen dia
tak sabar nak tengok hasil dia nanti..i am sure mesti lawa...
good luck nono! u can do itt! buat rumah kite lawa2 taw..:)
oh incik faiz plak soh ain buat suara dinosaur untuk application die so rawwwr!
i kenot stop shop la..
i dont know why..
ain rasa sbb masa muda mudi ni la kite nk pakai benda gila2 kan?
dah tua nanti ain pakai jubah je la..heeee...

minggu ni sangat pressure but still i am fairly happy. so i am thankful for that.
mama is going penang dis week so ain akan stay kat rumah ayah for the whole weekend.
i hope ma have a safe trip there..risau plak die gi sorang :/
things between me n mama..okla..i am trying to readjusting my self but still its ok la..
watever it is she is my mum n i'l always love her..
but tu la i am just more rapat ngan ayah sebab he is always there..
wenever la..kol je tros datang sini..ain tawu..ngada btol..tp i just need him..buat mi pon ain kena ada dia..hee thanks ayah sebab slalu layan ain yang gedik ini.mekaseh!
i really hope this year things will be better for all, coz last few years has been quite a messed up year.

:)ain berangan lebih.

takpe takpe.

2009-04-25T09:19:00.000-07:00

ain dapat panggilan yang mengejutkan tadi..
ayah kol bagitaw...
adam lambert ada benarnya dia memang gay..
pada mulanya ain terkejut.........
but what the hell?
dia gay sebab belom jumpa ain lagi kot..
biarla ain prasan kejap..
tp come to think about it.. ain nye fav singer freddie mercury pon gay..
freddie mercury tu is Queen leadsinger, yang nyanyi lagu we will rock you.
and macam adam ni pon cam ala ala legendary singer macam freddie so..
hati ini tetap untuk adam lambert!
gogoog adam..
and i wouldnt believe i say this tapi one in a million ain sokong tomok..
dia macam berubah tetibe..go TOMOK!
haha okay ain stop buang masa..do your mi..
oh and jangan la tido..

freddie mercury yang gila best lagu dia.
lagu terhebat is bicycle race.
sila search kalau nak dengar.very nice, klaka but nice.

=)ain.

sure?

2009-04-22T10:12:00.000-07:00

ishk tak percaya sungguh..

i tink i have tried my best..

tp still tak mencapai...

takpa ain..

keep on going jangan giveupppp.

i wanna watch adam lambert with ayah..~

takpa esok pulaaang sebentar..so adam baby tungguu naaaaa..nyanyi sedap sedapp plis.

gedik.tawu..

oh lupe nak cakap, aritu kawan ain jeeva kena belasah kat plkn......so saad...so now he is back in puchong..takpe deepavali nanti ain datang melawat..... :)

=)ain yang masih keliru tentang progress grades.

boleh?

2009-04-21T19:05:00.000-07:00

hadoi.

hadoiiii..

hadoiyaii

banyak sangat ni....

i dont know why lagi banyak keja, lagi ain rasa nak tido

hipotesis yang pelik..TT

heh but nevamind..nak buat camana.......

okeh ili nak ni plis untok bday ain! mekaseh!

comel..nak ili naaak!

oh for my mi 2nd assignment i choose nike women..and its damn hard.

dah dah ain..buat keja.

gudbai.

=)ain yang terumbang ambing.

korea mari.

2009-04-18T03:48:00.000-07:00

haritu kol 3 pagi rasanya..

ain dody n dilla da boring gila..

so we decided to bercuti cuti di korea.

here are the pics.

padhal maya tak siap lagi masa tu.ah! abaikan.

ok ni sebelum ain masuk. boring je ha muka.

here i come! in korea! gi yup da!

den i am back in malaysia wif dilla. selamat datang.

its christmas n halloween! d nak jadi shrek.

balik malaysia den its too hot. gi berenang jap. dody baru pas jumpa junki pakai tudong.manesss.

hahahaha dodyy!

salaaam!

dody maseh comel. dill n ain pura pura rockstarr.

den came farraar. and tae gyun! yang pakai sweater tu is Tae Gyun! say hi.

woohooo.. Tae Gyun hensemmm!

da sungguh mengarot. bye.

=)ain.

a tribute.

2009-04-14T05:28:00.000-07:00

Well, dari dulu lagi sebelum ain mengenal erti dunia lagi

ain telah berkenalan dengan seseorang yang amat saya cintai.

nama dia amma india,thats what i called her, maybe nama dia nandhini, siapa tahu....

dia selalu alter baju and tudung ain..

walau kadang2 permintaan mengarut...die tetap buat..die jawab okeh!

oh ya projek skola pon dia buat jugak.

thanks ammah! i lebiu so much.

last few weeks i had a dream...bad badd dream..

ain mimpi ayah kol and said..

ain, amma india da mati...

die tertelan charcoal..

tapi nasib anak die jumpa on time...

ain tak ingat ain jawab apa tp pagi tu ain agak terkilan dengan mimpi itu walaupon tak logic sebab kalau anak die jumpa on time asal she is dead????

tapi itu hanya mimpi, amma maseh menjahet baju baju and tudung saya dengan seikhlas hati :)

oh ya maya tak buat pape lagi and saya banyak sangat keja sampai saya makan roti dengan agak banyak minggu ni sebab cepat laprarr.

oh amma!

=)ain love amma.

jai ho

2009-04-13T03:11:00.000-07:00

halo

banyak keja....

so sadd

nak stat mana cek tataww!

takpe ain tenang............

pi makan roti sat.

gudbai.

=)ain,hustlerrr.

ioi o ioi.

2009-04-05T02:16:00.000-07:00

semalam i was with cha cha...
sampai sampai umah die menjerit anak tekak ain tengok rambut die da paras bahu...
yelah dari kecik tak penah penah rambot die sependek tu tetibe ambek kau! pendek..tp still comel la..cuma saya terkejut sebentar!
pi pyramid ain nak tengok talentime die nak tengok confession of a shopaholic, tiada kata putus dua dua ego nak tengok cite masing2..haha..
sampai sampai sunway ramai ngan budak muda mudi! cisssss
tak dapat tengok wayang..
den gi ioi.................
memang takla ada cite best tp kitorang gi IOI2 yang agak menarik..i like!
last last dua dua kecewa makan piza tak dapat tengok wayang.....heh............
tapi kitorang dapat beli topi yang dicari..! so yay!

pandangan belakang rambot baru cha!

tada! dari depan.. :)

oh ni macik yang perform kat ioi 2! gile kool diorang ni! you make me move macik!

ye memang tak senonoh baru beli teros pakai ke ioi.......tp terinigin....hee...cha nye kaler hitam.

ohhh!!! this is baby aiden! anak kak syakey! love u baby aid.

oh and selamat hari jadi zati afzan!

=)ain,puchong hustler.

yay.

2009-04-03T07:55:00.000-07:00

It has been a good week kot.

ada je yang macam ala ala down but it is still a good week sebab mama belanja sushi!

thanks ma..sedap.

and ain da jumpa cinta baru.

adam namanya.

Adam Lambert............waaaaaa..........perfection btol ni

to adam you make me sing lagu love story.!
da da pijak ke bumi plis ain.

=)ain.

waah!

2009-03-24T05:21:00.000-07:00

minggu ni mesti bz ha ngn mpm..

but its ok..asaimen kan so mesti kena buat..

nak tengok talentime tp.........

banyak keja..takpa nanti abes talentime jom!

http://yasminthefilmmaker.blogspot.com/

klik la link di atas..bole tengok trailer and news about talentime.
=)ain.

assigments.

2009-03-20T02:24:00.000-07:00

5 bad effects of assignments:
my face will dry cam gurun sahara..
muka akan bloated macam gold fish sbb tak cukup tido.
makan banyaaaakk sbb nak energy konon konon
tension sampai jerawat mari
i tend to forget lots of important things..benci gila wen dat happen.

dahla gudbai.
0__0,ain.oh esok bday jaechan...heh....

cuti

2009-03-19T04:34:00.000-07:00

cuti!

boring............

i dont like holidays..

rasa macam orang malas yang lapar duduk kat rumah alone.....

heh si kecik pulak da stat skola by the ain cuti.

cis damn u mmu...cuti tak strategic!

td kecik kol dr indon....die tak jumpe vest batik yang ain nak tp dia blikan ain baju kotak2 katanya.

mlm ni nak kena buat maya.........heh......................

love you budak gedik.

=)ain.

do u like me now?

2009-03-12T07:49:00.000-07:00

biasala laptop ain mana ada webcam.. jakun sikit bile nampak webbie..
kalau nak tgok muka jae chan pon pinjam laptop dod..

pastu semalam masa meeting katak

laptop hebat alan mula beraksi!

di sini ain merasakan ain paling hodoh sekali...

mula mula ain cakap ngan alan jangan lah bubuh gamba ni mana2...maluu!

tp klaka gila and its sekadar hiburan hati ain...so...

bukti

semua masih lawa masa ni.

den came the bubbles

den came winter! yang tangan tu ribut taufan..

da mula sikit.......ni baru sikit..

masih bole diterima akal..

ain kurus ke cacat?

ili cacat konfem!

gamba paling dramatik malam itu.......ain hodoh gila.

semua da ada kembar masing2.

hahahaai! saya paija!

saya pojan!

saya ili acilah!

kadang kadang kami kembar

cik pojan gelak tak ingat apa apa dah

ok ok back to the meeting...

haha lepas tu kitorang ke mcd ngan grup ketepek dan di situ kama adakan talent show..ramai juga yang berbakat rupanya.... claps!

dis has been a crazy week..n best! td pulak alan blanja aiskrem sbb kalah betting ngan ain..

seriuly ain ingat kan main2 tp rejeki! jangan ditolaakk! hehe thanks alan..:)

=)ain di minggu gila.

domo.

2009-03-07T18:19:00.000-08:00

hi i am domo kun!

domo dalam vending machine

kalau pakai pegi kelas ni woaaa....

cis.comel betol.

=)ain.

tingtong tapi genius.

2009-03-06T06:32:00.000-08:00

i have a cousin sister from my father's side.
nama dia kak syakey,nama sebenar kak syakeera.
dari kecik she has been my idol..eceeh...
and dia cantik gila..seriusly she is hot sampaikan jiran ain dorita slalu cekitout bila dia keluar.
masa ain darjah 5 dia tinggal ngan ain kejap so dori yang merupakan schoolmate dan jiran slalu lihat2 bila die keluar rumah dulu....
dulu dia bertindik...pusat ada, hidung ada, telinga ada ha tu je kot.
skali pandang org mesti ingat dia ni kaki clubbing yang tidak baik hati tapi seriusly dia sangaaaat sweet, dia lah peneman ain main barbie dulu, tukang tunggu ain pegi skola and macam2 lagi.
pastu disebabkan family problem ngan mak tiri dia, she is always terpesong and missing..
ain jumpa dia jarang2...je kot itupon kalau terjumpa la...
kat tepi jalan ke kat shopping mall ke macam tu la...tibe2....
sebab dia macam burung...she flies wherever she wants..
nanti dapat tawu dia kat new zealand la, london la dan di mana juga la...
tp walaupon jmpe like once a while but kalau jumpa pelok ciom memang tak segan la...
alahaii i miss her so much.....last time i saw her was in 2007..

pastu tadi tetibe ayah kol.....
"ain akak syakey dah ada baby."
"whaaat? ayah! bila dia kawen????sampai hati tak ajak.."
"ha da lama da haa..kawen simple je..baby boy comel"
"sapa husband dia?"
"cina masok islam...dah cerai.........."

masa tu ain gelak gila sebab akak ni suke hatiiiii dia je haaaaa.....
dari dulu lagi!
dats why i love her..
dia macam kalau da tak jadi ha takpela life still goes on...

den ain kol ida(adik ayah kuat gosip/makcik)..

"ida,akak da ada baby??"
"aah la die da kawen 2 tahunn.."
"asal org tataw? abes die ok tak?"
"ala kau taw la otak gila dia macmana, ida tanya dia..adek okay tak lepas laki tu tinggal adek, die jawab ok, he was just a sperm donor.."
"hahahahahahahhahahahhahahaha,gile akak ni!"
"biasala family kita kan semua gila tapi genius..akak kau tu gila tapi pandai so die bole survive punya.."

memang betol akak memang pandai gila..walaupon die pernah drop school tp masa spm dapat add math a2..she is crazeeeee.

ex-hubby dia chinese so anak buah ain mesti comell!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nak jumpaaaa! nak ciom pelok ramas pipi baby tu ha!
to kak syakey yang panggil ain kak siti be strong as a single mother...pape we r here! apa ada haal!

this was the highlight of my day..

=)ain yang sangaaaat hapi.

penat.

2009-03-02T22:54:00.000-08:00

cis banyak betol kerja ni

ain rasa this is the worst sem

hidop macam roller coster dibuatnya

ha teringat pula aritu d n dil bertanya ain serius suke kat jae chan?

hahahhaha! tak la...ain just suka ciri ciri dia..sebab dia baik hati ecewaah...

oh haritu keluar ngan cha banyaaaak pembaziran telah berlaku.....

tapi ain happy:)

gambar yang menggembirakan

maafkan perut disitu..mmg da tak bole buat apa apa..let it free je la..

=)ain.