deja vu.

orite masa tengah sembang2 ke makan2 ke..

surely ada pemecah suasana tetibe..

EH DEJA VU!

mesti ada punya.
honestly..

i've never ever ever never ever neverrrr everrrrr have a deja vu!

whyyyyy???

terasa macam orang asing di dunia sebab tak pernah dapat deja vu!

sumpah tak... ain masuk sini ain baru taw apa tu deja vu..

selama ni i only know the word deja vu from lagu beyonce.

bodo nye aku ni TT

but nvm biarkan deja vu itu. ain masih koool without deja vu di sisi..hoho.

oh yeah ain terjumpa gamba masa ain form 1.

cari plis mana ain.

klu: 1. ain tak pakai tudung lg masa ni.

2. muke ain so sdey pilu.

3. sekarang lagi comel rasanya.

Form 1A3 and ketua kelas ain yang rambut pendek tu skang hottie gila.

ahh much better~

=)ain, happy cuti semua!

kambus sudah.

setelah 6 bulan lebih di dalam hidung ain...
subang hidung ain decide he kenot go inside there no more....
lepas mandi tadi i decide to not wear my subang...
skali tadi nak masuk balik...
memang dah tak boleh...
sebab rasa macam dah tutop separoh...
so gooodbye subang!
it was nice having you around.haha.
oh agamaa test.....no no no. so hard. ustad kasi notes like super panjang.
bak novel cinta.
my radio ad for cincaluk pon masih terkapai2 ni...
cmon ain cmon.
be kuat plis. no time to manja rite now.

=)ain.

penat penat.

i just came back from pangkor, MI trip.

memang sangat best especially snorkeling, ikan ikan comel dekat gile ngan muka.

but then balik balik je ain demam agak panas.cis. tensi betol. dahla banyaaaak gile submission, demam pulak. so sad :(

tapi its getting better la :)

tapii banyaak gile kejaa.

hmm nevamind.

tenang tenang:)

i guess.

i've been learning few things these days.
i have to appreciate what i have and embrace it to make it better.
and also i will not keep quite after this.
all this while i've been keeping it down because i just dont feel like getting mad.
ayah cakap ain ni lembut, tapi kalau marah mulut memang tajam.
so that is why i always shut my mouth, marah macam mana pun.
but yesterday was the 'it'.
when i asked something politely please answer me politely back, there is no need for such tantrum.
TGIF, thank god its friday semalam, so ain tenang je,chill je, but deep inside, i feel like saying kau ni melampau betol. have some respect please.
but nevermind, saya masih tenang, dia marah marah macam tu bukan saya yang rugi.
sebab ain tengok cite naik hantu semalam which is about anger management and moral cerita itu ialah cepat marah selalu rugi.
post ain semejak kebelakangan ini ada unsur geram2, it was suppose to be a good month, but then......ntah.
oh happy bday kecik. dah lama tak jumpa kecik, but i love you. remember that please.
oh and also tengok cite seram ngan fara memang feel, ngan dila tak best. die sikat rambut, taw la rambut sehat dilll.

nak baju raya kembang macam ni.

tenang gile tengok angel seksi bak si beyonce ni.

=)ain, cerita chopped dekat 703 so intense.

shhusssh!

in this post there is no specfic thoughts, i just type any random thoughts in my mind.

I dono why, this past few days, i get easily irritated and slalunya terjadi dalam kelas MI or anyting kat lab.
I am usually not this sensitive or cepat rasa marah macam ni. but now. i donno.
Especially masa tengah present my self promo, i was down like hell. dahla kelas sejuk and i was coughing so everytime batuk, organ dalaman sumpah sakit..so i didnt feel like talking at all..
and this is so not me. oh now i curse a lot too. so not me lagi.. cane la nak stop. paiz, ur money jar method is so susah nak buat. i love money.
pastu masa present, i dont feel my work is satisfying enough, i shud have done better.
and my lecturer madam antasha is like super garang with everyone. but i dont hate her. i like her, she makes me wanna work harder..and i will work harder.


Oh haritu chat ngan syerieee! her life is getting tougher. sumpah badan kau macam besi syerie.
kebal gile, she can handle anything that comes to her and she has been gettin DL since first masuk. gileeee and she still reads A. Samad Said books.



i do realize that i am quite heartless, i dont quite feel anything.
it's not that i am cruel or kejam macam firaun, just rasa kosong skarang ni.
nasib i have frens here that always be here, semalam sahur sarden ngan tuna, sedap gile.



oh and i am so glad that this year i got my closure between me and my 'used to be always there for me'.so macam lega both of them said that they are sorry for hurting me dulu.
its not like that i am hurt pon tapi macam wen they said the most difficult words to say so rasa diorang sincere and i could move on with them as friends.
to me, after any break ups ke apa, i dont like to leave it hang there, macam takkan nak bermusuh lets stay frens la because after all they have been such nice friends to me.
so yeah i am happy that we clear things up. :)


and i dont like you and you keep immitating my voice, so stop it please.
dah i need to wash my clothes, tuan rumah ayah dah amik balik washing machine.

my papatok, gile cool kan die pakai topi. haha. malam ni gonjengs is having dinner at my grandparents house :)

=)ain, now my dada is lapang.

my comfy place.

comfy zone of mine

this week had been so tiring weh.
panat saya penat.
tadi balik balik tido dikejutkan ngan panggilan rakan sekelas mi tanya pasal asaimen.
terbangun -__-.
hehe tadi kuar ngan cha at sp and kitorang naik gila sampai lapar tengok barang sebab semuaa sale. pergi plis.
makan flips/crisps atau dikenali sebagai piza lipat ngan strawberry coklat.
so nice so at peace:) thanks cha. aku memang sayang kau. arrrr!
oh yeah this week also there is just too many things happened.
TMTH.
but nvm, thats life kan.
tataw asal tadi cam terbayang my life without ayah, i dont think i can survive...
he's just alwaays there. :)

=)ain, u're funny u're nice, but not now plis.

phew!

for my first assy kan i have to do a self promo...
biasalah i am superrr sloww!
tapi nasib sempat siap!
oh i want to thank everyone yang tolong ain kasi semangat habiskan my work..
and saya ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada zatey sbb main typing maniac untok ain as i evolved from elephant to a man apa ntah. THANKS! :)
and kepada paiz yang kasi lagu comel gile! thanks weh.
so here is my work.
it's not good but i've tried my best so any comments sile beri ye?



oh yeah ain kena gi shopping la. i kenot take it anymoreee! hormon melimpaah limpah.

=)ain, satisfied.

july?

hi halo halo.
baru third week and i am tired cam ada anak spoloh bawah jagaan sendiri.
Mr mus pulak tadi tentangan habis. takpe Mr Burger, saya try next time!
i am suppose to do my assignment on self promo.
i am super slow. T__T
oh yeah! its july!
i love it! sebab macam dah pass pertengahan tahun.
i always hate the first few months of the year.
TMTH. too much to handle.
and lagi 2 months bday saya. hoho. ain memang keco pasal bday especially ngan cha.
birthdays is our thing.
and! raya nak dekat dah. kain blom beli lagi. tadi zatey baru tanya pasal kain.
mama haritu ada offer nak bli kain cotton. cantik but mahal.......
erm tataw la wat kaler i want. orange kot?
ayah! lets go bli kain! lets lets lets!
tengah asaimen ni hormon shopping melimpah ruah. -_-'
oh this raya would be a blast cos aiden ada!
kak syakey like dah 2 tahun tak balik...so this year semua ada. soo nice.

tp mmu macam kedekut cuti. rasa nak conteng kat almari hostel tulis MMU U SUCK!

T___T
nak makan asam pedas mak ngah.

=)ain, its the good time of the year.me likey.