wat a shock man!

okay hi hey hello semua.

i am usually a person who will just go for it cane susah pun a thing i will always redah je and get it done in my own way.

so when i find out that i will do my intern in a quite big company, i was overwhelmed and happy and nervous gila but then i think ala redah je camon u can do this.

but..it was really different than what i thought. it is hard, like super hard and there were times i was sad and all but thanks to my friends and family who put some senses into me.

i realize that advertising world is a no no joke! its crazy with dead lines round the clock.

and no no i wont let my sad hormones or watever it is bring me down.

i will keep on learning on how to be strong.

the fourth day is the day i really fits in there, where i could smile and laugh freely:)

anyways its a great place to toughen me up so no no ain, you wont give up, keep it tough.

oh and to all friends, happy interning all!

i miss you baby aiden, baru jumpa 2 weeks ago but still i misss you.

ha malu nk amik gamba kat opis so amik kat tandas!

first day:)

=)ain, dah dah ain keep it strong, make 'em proud.

paper art comel!

haih kalau nak buat cam ni lots n loads of patience needed.

=)ain, okay bye.

loosen up.

halu dunia.

now its holiday, say goodbye so long to gamma people!

my hands are itching to write these days.mentang2 dah freeee.

lately i have been constatnly told by ayah to loosen up and have more fun.

sometimes i get toooooo serious, i know, i realize it too.

and what really open my alien eyes much bigger is yesterday.

I went for an interview yesterday, woke up in the morning as usual, no butterflies at allll.

weird slalunya panic lebih2 siap peluh.

it was all fine till i was in the building, i was nervous and i have this thing when i am nervous english gua macam haram! haih -__-'' hate it hate it!

ada ke orang cakap can i see your work and i answered thank you! stupid you ain!

i pinched my leg like hell sebab maluuu nak gelak!

but then the interview went quite okay and i am waiting for the call today.

ALHAMDULILAH. thank you to ayah mama and all my friends for good luck wishes and support:)

oh back to have fun matter, see i really need to loosen up here and there to not be too nervous.

but then biasalah first time kot, surely la nervous!

but i am really hope to be working there, really. hope evertyhing goes well.AMIN!

p.s-kawan2, i am reallllly going to miss you guys:( miss watching movie with fara,

miss hearing zatey immitating the orange, miss shouting to ili, and miss misss all.

nanti jumpa okay bila free.kalau dapat duit jom makan besar!

gambar terpaksa dipink di blur dan macam macam lagi sebab phone quality buat muka nampak capuk.haih. oh btw thank you ayah for being so patience with me.(^^,)

=) ain, tertinggal berus, pakai jari ah gosok gigi pagi ni.

haihai!

heh its beeeeen so longggg!

dah nak buat macam mana nak pi kench pun tk sempat inikan update blog.

but i am so gladd anti drug campaign is over! and it was quite okay:) i love doing it eventho my life was turned upside down because of it.

okay lately i've been thinking and thinking.oh too much thinking! but seriously i hate it when a person misunderstood with what i've said and make the whole situation so awkward and weird but on the other hand i feel nothing. tau tak rasa dia macam mana? pelik gila. anyways benda dah jadi so i can't turn back time right? but if i could i would say the exact same thing. no regrets.

tapi ayah selalu pesan ain tak boleh la kalau orang buat apa yang ain suka, live with it.have fun.

dont be too serious, ahaa ayah panggil ain serious sebab suka termenung kat rumah pikir tu pikir ni macam ada 10 anak.

oh and i really eish my mum would talk to me.no suprises plis kang terkejut jantung ain.

tok mak, i love u no matter what.

hai budak gila.tu rambut palsu ieza buat menari btw.

=)ain,ha cyber pun sekarang panas gila sebab togel.