2010.

yes harini dah masuk 2010
sumpah time flies laju gila..
although 2009 have been quite a year for me but then, why do we have to look back right?
so for 2010 theres not gonna be any resolutions, tataw pun nak capai apa pun this year..
so i am just gonna live this year to the fullest and follow its flow.
tapi tulah berdoa jugak lah that this year semoga mama n ayah masing2 will have a good year.
aminn!
oh yeah and i really hope i am gonna be tougher for next sem :)

yesterday was fun celebrating with cha n nina at ioi n bukit jalil!

gambar sekarang memang jenis blur2 n goyang2. haih.

tapi yang sayangnya fireworks bt jalil macam masuk angin n it end up tak meletup n jatuh junam depan cafe kat sana n terbakar sebentar. nasib api tak besar.phew. but we still can see other bunga api yang jauh.

=)ain, i really hope this year papatok will be healthier and stronger.amin.

i love u too.

semalam masa dinner,
papatok masuk restoran.
terus cari ain..ain...
ain mana?
pastu dia nampak terus cium ain..n he said ain! i miss you.
sumpah nak nangis.sedih.
i wish i could freeze time and just be there with him.
i love u too much papatok.:)

=)ain,currently in melaka n stuck with farouq gila.

setelah setengah mati.

this past few weeks have been hellll for me!
dah 3 minggu duduk cyber, it is a very sad thing to stay over here sebab makanan tak sedaap.
i missed my home like hell, missed my tv and my fishes.
everytime kol ayah mesti tanya, ikan camana..okay?
rinduuu rinduuu! rindu ayah punya tanaman2 yang sangat tenang.
cyber i seriusly need a break from u, tak menarik sungguh kau ni. pokok pun takde bosan.panas.
tapi the hellest of all is to sit in front of the pc sambil tangan kanan klik mouse, tangan kiri dengan rakus pegang cornflakes dan sumbat dalam mulut sendiri sebab tak sempat nak makan. sedih bukan?
sampai mama kol pun siku kiri mmasih mampu tekan button control sambil tangan kanan masih di mouse. begitu pathetic nye hidup disebabkan assignment. -_-'

oh and my pc stuck dan ala ala crash macam haram masa nak render my 3d animation for the bag. i kenot even open my cd drive masa tu.
:( sedih tapi takpe, ain still siapkan jugak walaupun lecturers cakap it is only for ur portfolio, no marks given. nevamind i've learned my lesson, jangan render last minit pliss ain, pc dahla ala ala gila.ada hati nk render last minit, memang padan mukaaa.

so here is it! the thing that has been killing me all this while.

nanti kalau rajin ain upload animation bag n kotak tu ^^happy dah habis seksaan!

yayyyy! nak balik pucong petang niiiii! woohooooooo! i miss u pucong!

oh i have to share something here, i just wanna say it so much better to be loud than to talk silently and hurt other people's feeling like shit. you may be preety but respect is another thing you should have. the end.

=)ain, sorry tergeram pulak di akhir entri.

bosan dah.

why do i alwayss always stay out of focus.
why do i tend to something totally different from what i've planned
and why do i eat like hell ni, ish geram.

seriusly when i am with mak ngah n family memang tak stop, ida its ur fault! asal masak sedap non stop ni.
ain masih tak puas hati, kakak yang beranak pun masih slim comel n lighter than me.
why do i have to love food so much.
nak upload gambar anak anak kecil kesayangan tapi i donno y so hardd nak upload pics ni.

=)ain, i guess i should stop asking myself why kan? goodbye nak pi tengok moviee kat bilik faraaa.

selalu pun dia.

maafla banyak sangat post ada si adam lambert ni.
but seriusly ain suka gila dengar die nyanyi. it makes me happy macam dengar lagu beyonce.

now i am sketching logo for the batik shopp this one whole day. so bosan tp video si adam ni made my daaay la!

oh oh next week all my family from jb will be here! <3

=)ain, why cant you just slow ride and take it easy man!

p-p-popcorn!

hi halo.
kelas mi skarang semakin berwibawa!
siap ada kelas exercise..hee..dulu sume majoring lain jeles sebab kitorang chill tade keja sangat but now itu semua tinggal kenangan.
so here is my first exercise. we need to copy exactly the same picture yang diberi.
i choose this popcorn box. so here it is:)

this is the ori pic.

and ta-da! this is my version! hi ili!

and this is first assy for environment media, we have to do a directory pylon and i choose to do it at Presint 9 apartments..done with ai and photoshop.

the theme is green and cozy so that is why the colour theme is brown green and white.

:) ain, yay! first time siap assy awal without pressure:)

ah cun nya.

last thursday kitorang gi gabai! happy gila.
semua ni diinspired oleh sandwich 4 tingkat zatey trus kitorang rasa nak pi piknik!
sangat best sangat happy :)
tak sangka kitorang akan berpiknik hours before kelas.
sedikit penat but it was all worth it.!

the pucca's!

yg 2 kat belakang tu tak dikenal pasti perasan comelll la tu.

semua dah penat ready to go back.

aiskrim milo 20 sen ! sumpah sedaap.

gile hensem kan ain. zatey ayuu hee. tangan dila mmg menganggu.

next plan ke mana kita?

:)ain, hilang phone di HB3 telah mengajar saya untuk never ever be careless.esh.

esh makin suka.

:) sangat happy dengar dia nyanyi. tengok beyonce menari pun boleh happy. nak buat cmana hati senang sangat terhibur sampai epa suke pandang rendah cerita yang ain suka tengok sebab cite tak best pun ain gelak gila2. best apa i love u beth cooper!:D

=)ain, goodnight n sweet dreams nk pi tgk beyonce.

ntah kenapa.

suddenly i missed to be with my family in jb oh so badly.
rindu mak ngah..rindu asam pedas..
rindu tok mak..
minggu ni lots of things happened.
but nvm, dats the way we learn kan.
jatuh bangun tu perkara biasa, have to get used to it.
oh tengok orphan haritu ngan ili jerit bagai nak mati at two in the morning.
toilet hostel makin scary and lampu selalu bukak lambat. arghh. nilah dinamakan toilet hateee note.

aiden's new tempurung kelapa hair. i miss u to muchie.ishk.

i miss u toooo. ishk ishk.

=)ain,dah dah dah.

i don understand

hari isnin pegi umah nenek cha tolong asaimen die.
den suddenly die jerit sebab ada 2 ekor ikan mati tergolek kat depan gate.
checked the first one confirm gone.
2nd one ain check n insang masih gerak2.
nak pegang geli, ain expect cha pon sama.
sekali die chill je pegang ikan n campak dalam akuarium.
sayangnya lepas 2 saat, the fish is gone.
pastu ada sekor lagi ikan lompat2 ganas kuar dari akuarium pastu ain terpegun nganga tengok cha gagah tangkap ikan yang lompat lompat ganas ngan tangan. cha i am amazed kau macam nelayan yang senior weh.
oh in the end semua ikan mati dalam akuarium tu.
pelik kan? ntah apsal ntah sume mati. akuarium satu lagi ok je.

den haritu ili kol pastu ain pi dekat ayah yang tengah tengok ikan ain si ikan buntal.
pastu ayah cakap, ain die dah meninggal.
tak pasti asal ntah ayah cakap meninggal.
ain terkejuuuut sebab petang die masih gemuk comel berenang2.
ili masih on the phone..
ikan masih mati..
lpas 5 minit ili letak phone ain kol balik ili sambil ketawa.
dan berkata...ili, ikan ain hidup balikk!
bodo punya ikan, nak pura2 mati.. die bole buat muka stone sambil tak bernafas masa ain tengok dia.
dia kembali berenang bile ayah dah nak buang dia..
-__-''
i dont understandd these fishes.

=)ain, kenapaa???

happy pills:)

they are the people who make me happy and tenang:)
they are my happy pills.

cha, buat video dengan kau pasal kahwin memang best:))

sambut deepavali ngan kecik pun best juga. thanks uncle koola jemput kami! tapi tahun ni tak pegi rumah jeeva:(

aiboy, he is great in playing guitar n piano also not bad, love u boy.

=)ain,i had fun.

rebut car park.

ayah n i just came back from amcorp mall.
siapa sangka tempat sebegitu boleh ramaaai gile org sampai kena rebut car park.
masa pusing2 cari parking ayah n i found one.
kitorang dah nak masuk den ada dis one car yg sebenarnya dah nampak ayah dah nak masuk..
die sedap je reverse nak masuk car park ayah.
lpast tu behind us there are bout 4 cars kat sebelah pun ada satu.
yes it was crowded.
kereta yang so selfish itu bole pulak stop kt tgh jalan sbb ayah tak kasi die masuk car park tu.
pastu he did not move for about 5 minits.
gua dah lapaaar nak makan nasi ayam, kau bole pulak stop.
pastu sume keta hon2 bagai nak gila.
pastu ayah dah geram die suro ain turun cakap ngn orang tu.
so ain turun la.
i said excuse me, u should drive forward n u-turn.
n den he said no i cant u should reverse, its a dead end theres no point to drive if i have to turn.
no point kau cakap..! i said dats the point! u have to u turn so that everyone can move.
oh yang buat ain lagi geram he said it to my face dengan cara annoying n i know u were trying to steal my space, pura pura tanak u turn konon. n he was kind of a softy n tataw bangsa apa.
okeh i have nothing against them butt this one was really a pain in the ass.
he persistently asked me to talked to the cars behind me.
i go and talked to the car behind me n i said aunty that guy is a softy n maybe a foreigner n he asked me to ask u to reverse.
that indian anty answered, i can't sayang there are cars bhind me.
ain pon jeritt i knoww! die degil gile, maybe u shud go talk to him.
masa ni kereta sangat banyak dah sangkut.
that anty talked to him tk sampai 1 minit he moved his car!
way to go auntyyy!
n segala kesesakan semua selesai after he moved his car.
muka die masih terbayang2 dalam otak ni.

=)ain, again i have nothing against the softies.

picture perfect!

paper dah habisss! woohoooo!!

i seriusly hate this finals compared to other final because dah la clash ngan raya pastu ada assaiment pulak.

and the worst part is mata saya jadi merah dan kecik akibat tak tido.

gemuk pun boleh tahan ni.

bukan itu saja, saya jadi penat dan exam ntah ke mana.

nak beraya pun tak secantik dulu, dulu pun bukan lah cantik mana tapi better la dari sekarang yang mata merah campur mata warna palsu. zatey takut tengok mata ain. maap zatey.

on friday i slept at ieza's n malam tu kami buat bergedil yang comel n ain goreng ayam the next day! cayalah ain! sangat bangga dan terharu kalau ayah tengok ain goreng ayam :)

tapi yang tak best nya by the time i arrived at dayah's house my eyes dah sangat merah..

sampai rumah para, lens terpaksa bukak dan memang rabun je masa kat rumah para.

gonjeng dikenal pasti berdasarkan warna baju..

tgok cerita mr bean pun tak nampak jugak.

but today my eyes is better! sebab exam dah habiss!! yay!

dila n ili baru lpas nyany lagu namun ku punya hati dan dilla sedang feeling nyanyi lagu pulangkan. HELPPPP!!!!

i had a happy raya with anda semua.

candid so sweet.

cantik bukan? heeee:)

nice:)

kesian tengok mata sendiri.

yang buat peace tanduk tu fara, anak sedara ieza.

mata dah teruk masa ni.

kat pondok rumah ieza.

adegan manja di aidilfitri.

at fara's :) spagetthi meat ball mama sangat sedaap.

baju yang kamil panggil ikan duyung dan die rasa nak berenang bile tengok.

suapan manja di hari raya.

ili, mimpi kite haritu kite remember forever bebeh.

=)ain is happy.

masih penat.

okay 3 papers down down!

yeaah!

tapi apa result paper tu nnt haih tawakal plis..

penat gile.. buat 3d sampai terjojol mataaa...

need to learn more la buat 3d.

ok enough said..

this are pics of what happened so far bulan raya..:) aiden n ayah. hee so comel.

sayang semua ni.

i met cherrry n quillaa! after almost 3 years tak jumpaaa... :) cherry lawa gila. just imagine dulu masa form 1 die ala ala tomboy gitu n now fulamak aih so cun.

jambul siti nurhaliza, after bape hari no sleep my hair turns into this jambul. ili i donno whats wrong.

cha, thx for everything :) i love you too much.

sangat cantik kau ni chaa.



i am just blessed with all the people around me and this raya was a blast.

would'nt ask for more.

=)ain, just wish you could understand me just like how i tolerate with you.

mmu i hateiuuu.

sampai hati universiti yang yuran mahal buat cam nii
orang nak rayaaa..nak tenanggg..nak makaan...
bukan buat 3d!
so rude u mmu!
ain tgh type dengan dendam nii.
dahla nak examm..
y u so cruel..???
mi pun satuuu..
dulu relaks sangat
sekarang panik sangaat.
damnit..
tadi kazen datang pun tak dilayan..
malah kazen yang kecik tadi terkejut dengan jeritan ain sebab die gi off pc gua.
tengah buat 3d beb..
terkejut gila die gi chill je tutup..
nasib kecik lagi so ain hanya jerit minta tolong bukan jerit marah.
anyways thanks ida datang hanta asam pedaaas!

hate u mmu hate hate hatee. benci sampai sedih.

=)ain,semalam jumpa cherry,so happy!

this day.

i have always been the person who is crazy about raya sebab balik kampung!
dulu masa ada arwah bak ada it was a blast..he made my raya so muuuch better..
but then i still have my tok mak n kampung n mak ngah n all who always make me happy masa raya!
eventho i had few so tak best disaster raya, i think this year i deserve to have a peaceful raya tapi ada asaimen mi pulak kan. takpe ketupat lagu penting dari itu semua.
tadi dalam kereta me n ayah had a conversation, he told me something that me make myself not to believe it, then kata ayah selalunya betul, tengah nak gi makan, i saw it with my very own eyes..
and it was very hard to believe what i've just seen. i was shocked.
it was not a lie ain, train yourself to believe it please.
dahla, i dont want it to spoil my mood.
oh tadi gi beli tudung raya ngan ayah, he made me buy this dua lapis tudung yang dalam tu tajam..
sebab nye he is bored seeing my round face..sampai hati ayaah!
so he made me buy this tudung yg dalam tu tajam n ada lapisan kain kat luar..
ntah la i am not used to it tp ayah punya pasal belasaaah la.
okay kepada group mi ain! aja aja fighting!
selamat hari raya semua
dan semoga ain nampak okay dengan muka tidak bulat.
maaf zahir batin to all..see you masa exam nanti!

lots of love,ain=).

anak anak comel.

esh i seriusly think budak budak dalam ni adorable sangat!

Oh, The Temptation from Steve V on Vimeo.

comel kan? hesh pipi sume nk gebu2 rosy2.

tak sempat lagi beli tudung rayaaa...
pagi tadi ayah cakap die pegi jalan tar..
so he wants to buy me tudung..
so good luck ayah cari tudung lawa untuk ain!
n takmo tudung ekin plis..-_-
oh ada satu dillema hidup...rasa nak tuka phone LG yang qwert tu..
but then... should i or should i not..ntahla.

=)ain, nak raya nak raya. keja pun tak konsentrate nii.

bila huruf W tak boleh tekan.

i have a very very bad habit..
i gigit my nails like hell.
especially tengah buat asaimen..
bukan sengaja..
bukan naakk..
tapi memang macam tu..
sudah menjadi kebiasaan bila tiba2 keyboard laptop ada satu huruf tak boleh tekan..
biasanya it is huruf w atau space bar..
bile goncang2 laptop, kuku rupanya yang sangkut..
maaaaf memang geli sikit..
tapi ain tak perasan! serius..
tataw nk buat apa dah..
kuku pun dah buruk gila..
hessh..
wat to do wat to doo!

oh satu lagi ain nak share perangai ayah pula..
ayah suka berlakon..
kadang2 die kol ain buat suara nangis2 fake..
kadang2 ceriaaa sangaat..fake jugak.
kadang2 ain tak tahan gila tetibe die berlakon pengsan or dirasuk hantu dalam kereta..
one thing i would do is say..
ayaaaah jangan la main2 pengsan yah...ain tekan hon karang!
and it works all the time..
ain cakap tu je die akan stop berlakon n gelak sorang2..n berkata terer kan ayah belakon..
hesh..
kalau situasi jadi dalam hp ain akan cakap..
ayah ain pasang loudspeaker nantii...kawan2 ain ada ni...
ni kadang2 kurang berkesan sebab ayah tak nampak kan..
and paling teruk bile die berlakon kaki ala ala tempang...
tak faham tak faham..but he is my ayah.

oh to mama: thank u so much bawak ain buka puasa 2 days in a row! :)

=)ain, post kali ni macam mengarut tapi hehh biarla.

second suprise:)

first of all maaf sangat ain lambat update pasal 2nd suprise ain yg diplan oleh mereka mereka.

terima kasih sangat..! i was happy that day, so thank thank thank you.

here are some of the pictures:)

thanks semua! ain terkejut tak terkata.

picture perfect ni.

mommy to be 1.


mommy to be 2.

candid habis.

esh degil kau ni taj. ampun ampun ain kasar haritu -_- nasib mak die tak dengar. phew.

muke kamil cam russel! sikit la sikiiit.

first time pegang lomo memang jakun.

:)

ajwad tuan punya lomo.

alahaaai so comel u.

paija.my tilla.thanks for the sweet post. love u paija!

masih terkejut di situ.

kek pun nak masuk ala ala misteri je.

rambut acuan topi. memang tak dapat tempat lain ni. :))

para teman seram n paija.
Taj, who stole everyone's heart.

sekali lagi terima kasih semua.

=)ain, bile nk raya ni n i wish to be not so heartless.