inspired.

The Beatles: Rock Band Intro from Micheal Howard on Vimeo.

subprime from beeple on Vimeo.

i need to find a way to start my intro.
rasanya dapat dah. thanks to these videos and the designers.
sesunggohnya mereka hebat, sampai rasa geram!
oret, i need to mandi rite now.

oh di sini ain ingin selit something.
i know i had not been the best in those eyes.
i am always not counted or included.
i know i am different from the others.
but that does not mean i am out from the family tree kan?
just remember althouh things has changed,
i am still here. dont exclude me please.


=)ain.

It dont matter if youre black or white!

tajuk di atas berdasarkan lagu MJ. May you rest in peace.
oh yeah for mi i choose to be a happy meal :)
kiranya my qualities of a designer macam happy meal.
donno how to make it to sense.
tapi i'll try.
minggu ni semakin hectic. ishk.
my pimples da menonjol balik.
now i felt like shopping cha cakap kat sunway like crazy tetiba bag lawa lawa and murah.
tadi gi kedai cina vcd pon diorang pasang lagu MJ. gile aahh.. macam semua rasa lost dia as the king of pop!



But, if Youre thinkin About my baby It dont matter if youre Black or white.
oh yeah it was sang by adam, just want to show that MJ was loved by all.heee.

=),ain, thanks ayah!

cutie pie.

tadi while i was on facebook, i saw these pics of aiden. ishk. he is getting cuter n fatter by the day. aimissssshim! comel btol kau niii.

other updates, i feel mi is so hard, tp takmo give uppp. no no.

hostel is okla..tadi ada akak tu prasan ili panggil die padhal dok panggil ain.haha!

holrait ain jangan give upp gogogogogoogogagogo!

=)ain,the time has come, toilet here i commee!

tenkiu.

disebabkan mama n ayah dua dua gi out station.

i'm alone..heh..

tapi i got cha. tenkiu tenkiu!

so ain tido la umah die ni ha.

die macam da banyak disusahkan oleh ain.

dari last week ain dok tetibe chaa tumpang umah kau jap eh.

the whole family was nice. oh umah ili pon dijadikan tumpang.tengs jugak ili.

hehhh..bz mak bapak saya ni.

skang ni nenek tengah cite zaman lama...pasal how she miss her dad..

rindu tokmak pulak.....

n den uncle pulak cakap ain u are welcome here anytime, datang je.

hee thanks uncle..

kol 11 pulak yayoq sms, ain jom makam? lapar! belanje i!

kau memang tak malu kan boy.

lgpon ain dah lama tak jumpa n he is one of my closest cousin so macam rindu jugak la.

cha me luv u.

ur janggut make me go euw.

why do i have to be the short one. y?

pada mulanya agak tension pakai spek ngan tudung tapi cam aaah! pakai gak!

misi esok: bli contact lens. oh n seliper satu pasang ah.

=)ain,happy jumpe cha n yayoq.so happy=)

danny noriega.

okay ain memang gile american idol since form 3 dulu dulu.
ada dis one contestant nama danny noriega i tink die season 8, die macam lagi sikit nak top 12 tapi tak lepas....oh die macam lembut lembut.. epa n ain suka gila dia! go danny! ni lagu baru die. 24/7. lagu die memang agak gay la tapi danny we love youuuu! n die lawaa! tp ili dila n epa cakap bulu ketiak die tebal. -__-'
p/s video clip die memang tak lawa.




pompuan yang duet ni joget macam epa! tang tepok2 tu so the same!
lagu ni pasal die geram orang selalu kutuk die. again..gooo danny!
oh idea mi da sketch sikit2 tapi macam hampa hampeh.

=)ain, very hot la these days.

rindu rasanya.

hello!

dah start gamma..

mi pulak dah dapat first assy. gile ah gile gile!

first time.. first day dah ada assignment.

its about self promotion..best. i like..tp nak cari idea tu payah sikit.

oh rindu si adam lambertttt! lamaaa tak nampak muka dia.

hai bebyy haii!

oh tetibe ain suke lagu 1,2,3,4.

=)ain,nak makan sat.

call me blondie.

halo stelah jawab kuiz di facebook saya dapati saya seorang blonde. 100% blonde.

padhal rambut so dark.

haha kuiz kuiz di facebook semakin bonggok rasanya.

tapi bonggok bonggok tak reti stop pulak.

hesh sheesh.

oh ye, result cam cukup makan je, ayah cakap no playing! penat ayah keluar duit untok ain, semua ain nak dapat.

sedih sayu jap dengar ayat cam tu.

ain pon rasa i can do better. okay saya berjanji tak akan menonton american idol atau americans next top model dalam kelas..

oh ayah so baik hati hari ni belikan nasi ambang awal awal. tengs ayah!

next week dah naik blaja balik, so selamat belajar!

=)ain,hey blondie!

it was nice indeed

ain baru balik keluar dengan someone i had known for a long time.
i was nerves like hell.
but it was okla.
tp tadi masa beratur tiket ada kejadian scary nak mampus.
malas nak type di sini.
sebab benda tu macam susah nak percaya. kalau nak taw nanti ain cite face to face, baru feel beb.
anyways, dalam nerves neves. i still had fun la.
dah lama kot tak jumpe die.
i told him i was nerves,hee sorry.

:)ain,hope for nothing more.

zaman duluu.

fun times.

form 5 dulu kat tuisyen.

hoho.

oh yeah semua nak pink kan dulu.

with kron.oh how i hate tudung skola.

si kecik so small mcm fetus kalau nk banding ngan skang

ha ni terbaik! david arumugam. anak buah die classmate, so lpas skola terjumpa! i was excited like hell.

hohoohohohoh 1st week alpha.. t-shirt tu dah hilaaaaang!

akak bungaa.

-__-'zaman hati suci

suatu hari di cyberjaya.

heeee i love dis one.

hoho zaman muda lagi.

heee how i love those moments!

oh ya ain memang tensi skali pakai spek ngan tudung.

=)ain,masih belum mandi.

good happy times.

51F,Kg Jawa.so nice.

so last thursday ain pulang ke kampung halaman bersama ida and family sampai sunday..

it wass sooo nice balik sana. spent 2 long days in kota tinggi bersihkan rumah arwah tok bak and it was like bringing back so much memories of him. oh i love him so much. tok bak is like my everything so going back to the house yang die bina sendiri itu was so nice. oh tapi umah bak kena rompak ngan sape ntah. so rumah cam serabut. tp ayah kan super cleaner, die bersihkan sampai clear wa cakap lu. on the way balik kl singgah jap kat melaka kampung uncle nodin n sana best gila, banyak ayam. well this time i am so loving my holidays :)

bak's house.


bak's garage, tempat bertukang.
ye kami super cleaners.

good morning kiss.

cuci yah cucii.

ha ain cheer leader ayah di tepi.

nilah belangkas. oh mehla datang makan restoran mak ngah,tapah corner.

sedap gila makan sana.

ni belangkas yang dah dimasak.

haziq ingat tu lego kot dok excited dapat kotak rokok.

nak balik kl dah.. :(

oh setelah digigit nyamuk bagai nak gila, kapur disapu. nampak cam ketua puak.

ain taw nampak cool pakai kapur. semua nak ikot jejak langkah ketua puak.

sampai leher leher ditempek. maafkan muke hodoh berlengas.

babysitter anak spoloh. maafkan muka hodoh lagi.

sayang:)

ni kesayangan buah hati anti ain. love u dina!

=)ain,tak bole register plak dah...

wont you?

well..until wat happened today it made me realize that in life i have to have balance in life.
i could have much of fun but still i have to remember my responsibilities as a Muslim.
i might not be perfect but still....heh...i just have to balance it..
and till just now, i realized that after all happened, it turned me into a cold person...
my symphathy towards people around me is lesser these days. i'm sorry.
i guess that i can't feel sorry no more. especially towards whom i love. i'll just say it out.
i know i owe my ayah an apology but what i did is for him.
i dont think i should just shut up and let him be like that.
i'm sorry. and i love you. i know nobody is perfect but we can be better kan?
i just wish i am not so cold as i am now.