any volunteers?

hiiii! i am modeling my 3d and boring nya haih.

tapi takpe takpe takpe, gather up ur spirit ain!

and i seriusly miss this.

rindu nak kena angkat di belakang badan.

memang gedik n perasan kecik n kurus.

but the feeling of diangkat is just whoaaaaaa!

dody care to be my tree? boleh ain jadi coala.heee:)

oh sape nak beli tiket ACMA mehla beli.

u can buy it from meeeeee:)

=)ain, just focusssssss.-__-'''''

wow.

hi! ada convofest and i am happy sebab makan dekat.
td turun ngn ili kitorang rasa cam syurgaaa...tiba2 ada makanan..so nice.
ye masih busy masih sibuk pc pun masih gila potoshop pun susah nak buat skarang.
photoshop tu is like my air to breatheeee. sesak nafas bila pc tgh lembab mcm ni.
tp tkpe sabar sabarr.

haha tgok video ni rasa lawak, si vader ni ada bunga.

=)ain, feels like sleeping one whole day.

comel!

hi hello hey.
hari ni hari selasa yang agak gila.
first we have mid term for e commerce.
ain tataw asal kelas tu je mesti ain mengelamun lama sebab i dont understand!
otak memang susah nak serap when it comes to all this computer scripting.
so tadi ain pandang efa and berkata. pa ain celak je lebih, otak tak pandai pon.
takde kena mengena but the message here is e comm memang susah. haih.
but still it was a fun day sebab dikelilingi kawan kawan gila macam epa and anjani.
penat gelak.

Maggie and Mildred from Holly Klein on Vimeo.

oh ain nak tunjuk ni sebenarnya. just imagine nak jahit every movement camni. patah jari jemari. i really love it especialyy suara budak2 tu gelak. it makes me wanna laugh with themm:)

=)ain,hai bantal!

kata kudus mesti dikota.

i reallly love my saturday thanks to chaa and ayah.
but too bad tak dapat tgok alice tgok remember me sebab terpaksaaa. macam tade cite lain.
takmau tgok jumbo gajah biruuu!
okay la cite remember me, boleh tahan la. ending dia sediih sikit. family elements dia so strong in that movie. oh and malam ayah bawak ain pi tgok teater kat panggung bandar raya kat kl.
tajuk, Melati pujaan Tumasek. majapahit semua ada dalam cite ni. it was fun tp letih pinggang duduk.
it was nicee jalan2 kl malam2. tp kawan ayah scary dia cite hantu pulak lpas teater tu habis. dia cakap masa teater ada 'something' happen takut terus kol ili nak lari dari the spooky stories.

=)ain, tajuk title tu is one of the dialogue that is stuck in my head.

so much for lambert.

here's the thing. me and ayah is really into american idol.
as i said before, its like our highlight our thing and we can be really really emotional if someone we like is not in. memang over yes i know.
and now ada contestant nama alex LAMBERT and i dont really quite like his singing sebab when he sings its like sad takde spark yang buat ain over over.
thats why i love adam lambert he's over theatrical. tu yang buat cek jatuhh cinta adam oiii!

tp at least i have a solid reason for not liking him..
ayah tadi masa si alex ni nyanyi..
he looked at me and said, ayah tak suka la dia ni sebab nama dia ada lambert and dia malukan adam lambert.hahah sumpah tak faham reason dia.
but anyways..
see, we could really be over especially when it comes to adam lambert.
hi theree adam! asal la pegi singapore tp kalau datang sini macam ayah nak kasi kan. but i think if he comes here ayah yang akan ajak ain. maybe kan ayah?

=)ain, really really?

what more can i say.

i've been living and sleeping here and there for over a year.
i can adapt to all of these, dah biasa dah. malam ni rumah sana esok rumah sini.
but what i'm not used to is to make decision.
its like i want to stay here, but i have to go there.
it is so hard to satisfy people, especially the one u love.
i've been through a lot this past few years and received a lot of harsh words that i just cant get it out of my mind.
it is fine if u hear it from ur friends, but to hear it from people you love.
it hurts a lot a lot a lot.
and yes i admit i've lied before to escape myself from trouble.
its not that i want to but i have to and i'm really sorry i did that.
i love it here and i cant lie myself that i feel so empty there when i'm with you.
because the house used to be lots of fun, and now its just not the same.
and i seriously hate it when you would throw all this harsh words to me without even hearing my reasons out. again, it hurts a lot.
trust me it is so hard to try to respect two different decsion.
its like A said yes and B said no, so which one should u follow?

sorry for this over feeling post, i just need to let it out of my chest since i cant get it out of my mouth.

=)ain, still smiling my way through and back to my logo.

love it here!

tepi laptop skang ada kuih kacang dengan anggur.
the point is bila dengan papatok or mamatok sure makan macam badak gila.
but i love it hereee!
perut dilayan 24 jam..
aaaah lega! kat cyber makan hanya setakat nak kenyang.
okay tu je happy holsss!