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hello hello!

happy sundayyy! it's been a while! too busy with my final year stuff and finally its holidays!

tiduuuuuurrrr zzzzz like! but still many works to be done, jangan malas ain, get it done.

haih honestly i hate writing thesis, too many words! i'd prefer doing designs or eating!

but still it has to be done.

my mind had been jumping these past few weeks so i really hope this holidays is dramaless and just let me be in peace,i really super need it! oh and i'd seen too many accidents this week and it scares me! it shows that life is short, so i have to live life to the fullest and banyakkan lagi solat!

i love going out with ayah on sunday :)

hello my funny people!

annoying oranges.-__-'' jai calls me that because i'm round and yeah annoying!

gonjeng's at wedding yesterday. had fun! delicious food!

my sunday findings: cupcake tray and mickeys hand, super cute!

=)ain, hey hey hey jangan malaaaaas!

tenaang:)

Dalam dunia ni kejap kita atas kejap kita bawah, tapi kitaa kena terus senyum,sebab jalan

selesai ada, yang penting sabar :)

:)ain,ha ain sila sabar n tenang ya.

squeesh!

its final year time! and tibalah masa untuk perah otak fikir idea!

squuuueeeesh brain squueeesh!

i need the creative juice flowing! anyways ain buat kempen tidur for my final project! and i really wanna make my campaign to look very dreammy bila tgk nak tidur je rasa! i hope i can do itt! insyaAllah:)

sesi manja bersama fara, padhal depan belakang!

=)ain, gooood luck all!

nervousnya!

hi hi hi!
kenapaaa semuaaa dah habis muet!
ain sorang je terlepas monday depan. yang lain semua dah habiss!
heh its okay belasah je la!
oh ain fara ngn liesa dapat bilik tingkat 5..die die diee..rumah pun tingkat 5..heh i know i got lots of fat to burn..tp letihnyaa weh nantii...-__-''
pastu situ mcm sunyi je, semalam masa ain naik ain jerit2 penat sambil panggil fara pun jiran tetangga dah keluar check it out, mungkin mereka tak biasa bising..tp the good thing is bilik tu bersih n besar..eceeeh nak sedapkan hati! okay tu je updates, wish me luck for my speaking test! semoga semua berjalan lancar! amiinnn!


=]ain, rasa macam nak ada cheerleader kasi semangat naik tangga nanti!

sugar spice and everything nice!

kenapa hati sekarang selalu rasa resah?
mungkin sebab sem baru nak start dah?
otak just kenot stop thinking and perut cant stop eating!
i just keep on thinking what to do and is it the right thing? heh pening!
dah persetankan itu semua! just go with the guts!
jap di sini ain ingin selitkan 3 perkara yang ayah slalu nasihatkan ain, i wanna write it down so i wont forget ever everrr foreverrrrr.

1.Ayah slalu cakap kalau orang put us down dengan mengeluarkan kata2 yang ouch!pedihnya dengar, kita takkan rugi apa2 sebab ayat2 itu wont effect us pun n tak rompong pun hidung kita so y care? betul tak? i always feel at ease bila teringat ni..
2.Lagi satu ayah always always pesan: ain apa apa ain buat selalu ingat to repect orang tua, senang hidup nanti.
3.Oh n ayah slalu suro ain bersyukur dengan apa yang ain ada tak kira la apa2, ayat ni slalu kuar bila ain ajak dia pi shopping!dia nasihat sambil berniat malas nak bawak ain tp yes bersyukur itu amat penting, macam cakap kita bersyukur memang la senang but to really mean it, its hard.

okay dah tulis ain sila ingat! and please do not be too sensitive of your surroundings.
oh oh and here are my sugar spice and everything nice!

kecik and aunty farina :)

sangat sayang dekat acha ni, she calms me down!

btw rasa cam ganas pakai puffy jacket tu, cam besar pulak PUFF dia.

ok ni saja sebab tak faham suma in shock tengok ain potong daun bawang!

-__-''

PUFF.

=)ain,still dont know whats right or wrong but its worth to try kan?

new face^^!

ye, paling tengah dan paling rendah. gamba mcm ni wajib stiap raya<3

teeeheee, baru taw cane nak guna bground sendiri kat blog ni.so, sejak dah tak intern ni i have more freeeeeeeeeee time! so blog bole diupdate slalu. maybe?

october is kind of scary, final year project makin hampir!

ain tgok siapa yg tgh fyp skarang sume cam tense2 sebab susah kan, takpe teruskan usaha!

next sem turn saya pula -__- doa doa la pc sihat lpas tu takkan ada problem mcm dulu sampai buat ain emosi pagi petang siang malam.

ohh ohhhh! adam lambert datang siniiii! my oh myy! memang impiaaaaan! tp sayangnyaa daddy tak kasi :( takpela yah! ain tgok adam kat youtube pun bole menangis bahagia

^__^

to put it in a nutshell, eceehhh mentang2 ada muet nanti so kena ada conclusion. okay2 ain stop, to put it in a nutshell, have fun la ye kpd rakan2 seperjuangan sebelum naik sem nanti!

seeeeeee yaaaaa!

nama timangan baru: ain renek, diberi oleh ieza! thank u baby! haha.

ni dia ieza, dia suka hempap atas orang dan gulung ain dalam toto jadi tortilla.

hahah i like dis pic, putihh sangat sampai kening je obvious.

=)ain, and i kindda miss office,haaa.

LAMANYA!

hi hello!

heee malu nak type!

lama gilaa dah tak tulis2 sini..

biasala bz beraya sini sana! raya kali ni i feel so blessed surrounded by family and friends.

dapat main dengan my cutie pie, aiden! i love it when i play with him and dia panggil "iiiin, more, ball!" maksudnya, ain nak main bola lagi! haih comelnya awak ni rasa nak gigit.

plus i got to go to zati ieza n fara's house. makan sume nyum2!

tapi yang peliknya disini....kenapa puasa sebulan turun 2 kg...n raya 4 hari naik balik 2 kg?-__-''

heh abaikan masalah lemak yang penting selamat hari rayaa ye! hope its not too late.

have a blast raya semua!

=)ain, i miss u ma.

have you ever?

have you ever feel that you need something new so badly so that you could forget any old memories, well that's my current feeling and i hope everythings gonna be okay bcos it has been a while since i've had this feeling.AMIN :)

=)ain, lapar betul!

halo halo dunia!

yes its been a while kan? i've been quite busy running here there but it was all worth it.

at first, it was quite hard working at a advertising company but then after a while its kindda fun!

so i am very thankful to Allah for this opportunity and thx kpd kawan2 for the support! ieza n ili byk layan kerenah ain masa my first few days! hhehehehe love u guys!

ok now i want to talk about my supervisor.. he is the most interesting person i've ever met! he could be really moody but he alwaays been there for me and he appreciates every small lil thing that i do and i learnt a lott . I just learnt so much from him till i feel sad to say goodbye to him. thank u laurent! u really taught me to be wiser and more confident :) just hope i'll get to see you again and laugh at the jokes that always cracks me up!

and also my friend ting lee! shes just super duper nice and sweet to me and she made me so comfortable working there, so ting lee thank u for being such a super sweet friend to me!

now i am like super sleepy.

=) new changes are good!

i just gotta say this.

ayah, seriously thanks for everything, for always being there, for giving me the soothing words to calm me down, for teaching me lots of things, for taking my hand when i am down, for taking care of me every single day without any hesitation. its just that last week ayah's best ever friend passed away and he was just sad. its life kan? but it kinda effect me that this things happen. we just have to accept and i just wanna say that i am greatful to have a dad like him. and lastly thank u ayah for loving adam lambert like me! hee yes still i cant get over adam lambert. and also i am just thankful to Allah S.W.T for giving me a great life,great family and friends and may Allah bless them always:) AMIN!

on the way to my intern place this morning :)

=) ain, just a greatful friday.

7 weeks.

helloo!

tomorrows gonna be the 7th week of my internship. so far its okay, actually i love it there because laurent taught me like a lot! thanks lolo! n he is a super funny french guy. lawaaakk penat tahan gelak. kalau gelak banyak he'll tink he is super funnny. i am just greatful to have the oppurtunity to be interning there. at first was quite rough but when u see the final work, it was al worth it :)

rakan kerja:)

okay have a niceeee day!

=)ain, cant stop eating.

wat a shock man!

okay hi hey hello semua.

i am usually a person who will just go for it cane susah pun a thing i will always redah je and get it done in my own way.

so when i find out that i will do my intern in a quite big company, i was overwhelmed and happy and nervous gila but then i think ala redah je camon u can do this.

but..it was really different than what i thought. it is hard, like super hard and there were times i was sad and all but thanks to my friends and family who put some senses into me.

i realize that advertising world is a no no joke! its crazy with dead lines round the clock.

and no no i wont let my sad hormones or watever it is bring me down.

i will keep on learning on how to be strong.

the fourth day is the day i really fits in there, where i could smile and laugh freely:)

anyways its a great place to toughen me up so no no ain, you wont give up, keep it tough.

oh and to all friends, happy interning all!

i miss you baby aiden, baru jumpa 2 weeks ago but still i misss you.

ha malu nk amik gamba kat opis so amik kat tandas!

first day:)

=)ain, dah dah ain keep it strong, make 'em proud.

paper art comel!

haih kalau nak buat cam ni lots n loads of patience needed.

=)ain, okay bye.

loosen up.

halu dunia.

now its holiday, say goodbye so long to gamma people!

my hands are itching to write these days.mentang2 dah freeee.

lately i have been constatnly told by ayah to loosen up and have more fun.

sometimes i get toooooo serious, i know, i realize it too.

and what really open my alien eyes much bigger is yesterday.

I went for an interview yesterday, woke up in the morning as usual, no butterflies at allll.

weird slalunya panic lebih2 siap peluh.

it was all fine till i was in the building, i was nervous and i have this thing when i am nervous english gua macam haram! haih -__-'' hate it hate it!

ada ke orang cakap can i see your work and i answered thank you! stupid you ain!

i pinched my leg like hell sebab maluuu nak gelak!

but then the interview went quite okay and i am waiting for the call today.

ALHAMDULILAH. thank you to ayah mama and all my friends for good luck wishes and support:)

oh back to have fun matter, see i really need to loosen up here and there to not be too nervous.

but then biasalah first time kot, surely la nervous!

but i am really hope to be working there, really. hope evertyhing goes well.AMIN!

p.s-kawan2, i am reallllly going to miss you guys:( miss watching movie with fara,

miss hearing zatey immitating the orange, miss shouting to ili, and miss misss all.

nanti jumpa okay bila free.kalau dapat duit jom makan besar!

gambar terpaksa dipink di blur dan macam macam lagi sebab phone quality buat muka nampak capuk.haih. oh btw thank you ayah for being so patience with me.(^^,)

=) ain, tertinggal berus, pakai jari ah gosok gigi pagi ni.

haihai!

heh its beeeeen so longggg!

dah nak buat macam mana nak pi kench pun tk sempat inikan update blog.

but i am so gladd anti drug campaign is over! and it was quite okay:) i love doing it eventho my life was turned upside down because of it.

okay lately i've been thinking and thinking.oh too much thinking! but seriously i hate it when a person misunderstood with what i've said and make the whole situation so awkward and weird but on the other hand i feel nothing. tau tak rasa dia macam mana? pelik gila. anyways benda dah jadi so i can't turn back time right? but if i could i would say the exact same thing. no regrets.

tapi ayah selalu pesan ain tak boleh la kalau orang buat apa yang ain suka, live with it.have fun.

dont be too serious, ahaa ayah panggil ain serious sebab suka termenung kat rumah pikir tu pikir ni macam ada 10 anak.

oh and i really eish my mum would talk to me.no suprises plis kang terkejut jantung ain.

tok mak, i love u no matter what.

hai budak gila.tu rambut palsu ieza buat menari btw.

=)ain,ha cyber pun sekarang panas gila sebab togel.

any volunteers?

hiiii! i am modeling my 3d and boring nya haih.

tapi takpe takpe takpe, gather up ur spirit ain!

and i seriusly miss this.

rindu nak kena angkat di belakang badan.

memang gedik n perasan kecik n kurus.

but the feeling of diangkat is just whoaaaaaa!

dody care to be my tree? boleh ain jadi coala.heee:)

oh sape nak beli tiket ACMA mehla beli.

u can buy it from meeeeee:)

=)ain, just focusssssss.-__-'''''

wow.

hi! ada convofest and i am happy sebab makan dekat.
td turun ngn ili kitorang rasa cam syurgaaa...tiba2 ada makanan..so nice.
ye masih busy masih sibuk pc pun masih gila potoshop pun susah nak buat skarang.
photoshop tu is like my air to breatheeee. sesak nafas bila pc tgh lembab mcm ni.
tp tkpe sabar sabarr.

haha tgok video ni rasa lawak, si vader ni ada bunga.

=)ain, feels like sleeping one whole day.

comel!

hi hello hey.
hari ni hari selasa yang agak gila.
first we have mid term for e commerce.
ain tataw asal kelas tu je mesti ain mengelamun lama sebab i dont understand!
otak memang susah nak serap when it comes to all this computer scripting.
so tadi ain pandang efa and berkata. pa ain celak je lebih, otak tak pandai pon.
takde kena mengena but the message here is e comm memang susah. haih.
but still it was a fun day sebab dikelilingi kawan kawan gila macam epa and anjani.
penat gelak.

Maggie and Mildred from Holly Klein on Vimeo.

oh ain nak tunjuk ni sebenarnya. just imagine nak jahit every movement camni. patah jari jemari. i really love it especialyy suara budak2 tu gelak. it makes me wanna laugh with themm:)

=)ain,hai bantal!

kata kudus mesti dikota.

i reallly love my saturday thanks to chaa and ayah.
but too bad tak dapat tgok alice tgok remember me sebab terpaksaaa. macam tade cite lain.
takmau tgok jumbo gajah biruuu!
okay la cite remember me, boleh tahan la. ending dia sediih sikit. family elements dia so strong in that movie. oh and malam ayah bawak ain pi tgok teater kat panggung bandar raya kat kl.
tajuk, Melati pujaan Tumasek. majapahit semua ada dalam cite ni. it was fun tp letih pinggang duduk.
it was nicee jalan2 kl malam2. tp kawan ayah scary dia cite hantu pulak lpas teater tu habis. dia cakap masa teater ada 'something' happen takut terus kol ili nak lari dari the spooky stories.

=)ain, tajuk title tu is one of the dialogue that is stuck in my head.

so much for lambert.

here's the thing. me and ayah is really into american idol.
as i said before, its like our highlight our thing and we can be really really emotional if someone we like is not in. memang over yes i know.
and now ada contestant nama alex LAMBERT and i dont really quite like his singing sebab when he sings its like sad takde spark yang buat ain over over.
thats why i love adam lambert he's over theatrical. tu yang buat cek jatuhh cinta adam oiii!

tp at least i have a solid reason for not liking him..
ayah tadi masa si alex ni nyanyi..
he looked at me and said, ayah tak suka la dia ni sebab nama dia ada lambert and dia malukan adam lambert.hahah sumpah tak faham reason dia.
but anyways..
see, we could really be over especially when it comes to adam lambert.
hi theree adam! asal la pegi singapore tp kalau datang sini macam ayah nak kasi kan. but i think if he comes here ayah yang akan ajak ain. maybe kan ayah?

=)ain, really really?

what more can i say.

i've been living and sleeping here and there for over a year.
i can adapt to all of these, dah biasa dah. malam ni rumah sana esok rumah sini.
but what i'm not used to is to make decision.
its like i want to stay here, but i have to go there.
it is so hard to satisfy people, especially the one u love.
i've been through a lot this past few years and received a lot of harsh words that i just cant get it out of my mind.
it is fine if u hear it from ur friends, but to hear it from people you love.
it hurts a lot a lot a lot.
and yes i admit i've lied before to escape myself from trouble.
its not that i want to but i have to and i'm really sorry i did that.
i love it here and i cant lie myself that i feel so empty there when i'm with you.
because the house used to be lots of fun, and now its just not the same.
and i seriously hate it when you would throw all this harsh words to me without even hearing my reasons out. again, it hurts a lot.
trust me it is so hard to try to respect two different decsion.
its like A said yes and B said no, so which one should u follow?

sorry for this over feeling post, i just need to let it out of my chest since i cant get it out of my mouth.

=)ain, still smiling my way through and back to my logo.

love it here!

tepi laptop skang ada kuih kacang dengan anggur.
the point is bila dengan papatok or mamatok sure makan macam badak gila.
but i love it hereee!
perut dilayan 24 jam..
aaaah lega! kat cyber makan hanya setakat nak kenyang.
okay tu je happy holsss!

canggih n letih.

pagi2 buta tiba2 rasa nak tulis.
and right now hati dah mula degup pantas sebab submission nak dekaat!
ohooyy nerves!
and this week i am super happy cos dapat spend time with my beloved kecik. sumpah happy.
because in cyber yang panas serta kurang supply makanan ini sometimes u will feel lonely n family is wat u need. n suddenly i will fell like seeing or calling everyone. sebab tu telephone bill tinggi. heeee sorry ayah! okayla tak boleh tulis panjang. too busy! happy weekends to all!
btw check this out!

Digital Graffiti at the Olympic Village from Alex Beim on Vimeo.

i love it!

=)ain, back to my anti drugs ad.

so busy me

whoaa got to admit.
Gamma 3 is so tiring, kelas tak henti nasib dapat vico free. minum sampai senang hati.
and i dont know why, but i love volleyball class walaupun lepas tu mesti macam penat terlentang.
but it's FUN to sweat like hell once in a while.
on monday we went to Flaming's n makan dengan banyak dan tenang sebab makan ramai ramai :)
the anti drug campaign is going so far so good la. we can do it DILA!
haih semalam jumpa one of my alpha lecturers, ain cakap hi n then he said, awak ni kejap pakai tudung kejap tak, kalau nak pakai, pakai je la. -__-''
sebab masa tu ain tolong lecturer ain for her dance thing, so ain tak pakai tudung.
i know that is not the reason but i've got to admit that i am not fully ready nak pakai selalu... nanti one day insyaAllah ain akan pakai selalu..tp sekarang belum lagi..nanti lah one day :)
okay enough bout the tudung, minggu ni akan pergi shooting TVC, semoga kita berjaya dila! amin!

=)ain, dont phunk with the junk.nak gelaak baca ni dila oi!

hey hey hey

sudah lama tak update..
feel tak datang lagi..haih..
just hope this sem will be orite.
semangat ain semangat!
n tolong la kawal perbelanjaaaaaaan.
ish simpan la sikit duit plis.
tp camana nak kawal kalau email penuh dengan mail dari online shops berkata: we've updated:)
damn damn damn. tangan mesti nak klik.
kalau suka terus mimpi mimpi gigil gigil.
oh n i am so happy cha finally found her dress for dinner.
n ain baru perasan yang ayah suka perasan dia comel.
now i know where i get the perasan thing.

=)ain,semangaaaaaaaaaaat!

electric shot.

cuti ni je lots of things happened.
of course lots n lots of good stuff with family and friends:)
banyak jugak yang not so good stuff but yeah i am still hangin' on.
yesterday for example, i was super shocked and sad.
but then i just kept my mouth shut.
malas nak bersuara takut hati kecewa.
and i know i cant be as you wish.sorry..

dah dah takmau fikir.
nak upload gambar but the internet is driving me nuts!

=)ain, keep hangin' and smiling.